Thursday, July 31, 2003

man...haix i feel like i have to find a new group of frens liao...i dun feel like i belong aniwhere liaox...hmm nvm...mabbe i shd get a life soon...or maybe start mugging...suddenly feel like taking up piano again haha...man...i haven touched the guitar in ages...hmm piano is easier haha coz all the notes are there...guitar still have to memorise and press

Wednesday, July 30, 2003

great since u all know wad to do why dun u all go and organise instead of telling me to do this and that den saying becoz i'm the organiser i mean u all can have the pts i dun care...u said monday proposal monday it was...u said tuesday u wan to see the revised one tuesday it was...u sae u would get it frm me...just becoz u din get it frm me...u sae i din do my job...riTe...wow...to think i actually rushed to do it before all my other stuff...great just great some people...really dun appreaciate ani human effort...just trying to my make my life difficult...yeap u succeeded

Sunday, July 27, 2003

thanx to the wonderful heavy rain my hp is so screwed...it can't work...damn i think i wun have a hp to use tml...sTupId pHoNe...

aww man...to those who are trying to irritate me...u know wad...congrats u just did it...which part of me looks as if i have a mentality of a 5 year old that cannot comprehend simple instructions or do i strike u as someone who has serious amnesia? no rite? den great i get yr damn point...proposal due on monday...yes...yes u...i understand u clearly...sheesh...do u wan to have a look at the memo board in my room or my diary? they really have the words ' proposal due on monday ' clearly imprinted on them...sheesh...and haven u started to find yrself irritating...if u haven congrats den...but i will have to tell u...u really are fucking irritating...

oh ya....btw ptm was sucky yesterday...stupid bitch of a form teacher was staring at me as if to squeeze a confession out of me like 'oh i din study...was slacking ard' but nope i din sucumb to pressure i din sae anithing and just stared at her...throughout the whole thing i was like not listening and looking sumwhere...playing with the table...i mean good heavens...it's ptm...parent teacher meeting not sptm student parent teacher meeting but it also stands for STUPID parent teacher meeting...and as usual my dad started talking rubbish...i know my results suck u dun have to rub it in and so wad if i was playing bball none of yr business...i dun have much time left to play...i cannot make it...i got an injury...life sux...screw the world...and fuck it too...dun ask me why but i'm drifting away frm everyone...i can feel it...one day i might just cease to exist...that would be the day...doubt anione would know or remember...

some people...only know how to make my life miserable...i mean like since u all know wad to do you all might as well go and write the proposal rite? u all might as well go and be the organiser...instead of ordering me around...go be your own boss la...and if i knew wad to do i wouldn't ask u rite...so u dun have to give me stupid replies like...' you decide la you organiser wad ' wow...this saes so much abt your intelligence...thanx alot man...sHeeSh...and when yr asking a favour frm sumone can u pls like more polite...instead of demanding...sheesh i dun owe u anything u know? sometimes actions of people just ruin my whole day...and if u wan to organise it...organise it la...no one's stopping u...and i din sae i wanted to organise it...u all voted me...den will u just let me get on with my job? i got my own priorities...i know i love bball...but i dun owe all of my time to the cca...i got other things to do den just letting u order me around...i've got priorities and better things to do...i know my datelines and when i have to do wad...so it would just help if u could get off my case and show less attitude...

Friday, July 25, 2003

• Symbol : The Scales
• Ruling House : Seventh House
• Ruling Planet : Venus
• Gemstone : Diamond
• Element : Air
• Most compatible with : Aquarius, Gemini, Libra
• Can be good with : Aries, Sagittarius, Leo
• A 50-50 chance with : Scorpio, Pisces, Cancer
• Doubtful with : Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn

Libra Personality
Easily the most pleasant and beautiful of all zodiac signs, depending on which side of the scales you are on, and if they're balanced, Librans possess natural charm in abundance and an easy going manner that makes things they desire, quite easily accessible to them. Compassionate, generous and diplomatic, you will find people always ready to do you favours. Of course, you too will be equally helpful when they need you. You are often accused of being lazy, but it is only because you burn too much midnight oil and need to recuperate. Indecisiveness is your biggest drawback. It is a trait that often leads to delays; you spend an inordinate amount of time weighing up the pros and cons. You are most apt to postpone difficult decisions for as long as possible than face unsavoury situations. You will be frequently called upon to settle disputes, something you will do with a keen sense of justice. You can provide a heroic, gung-ho display in defending what you judge as right, and then when everyone agrees, you jump ships, raise the pirates flag and become the devil's advocate -- such is the nature of a Libran. You are like the pair of measuring scales that represent this zodiac sign; most of the times it is balanced, but then when the scales tilt, the Libran can be quarrelsome, restless, superficial, vain, confused, or even depressed. Then mysteriously it levels out and all is well, balance is achieved, the easygoing nature, the charm, the sense of humour and tact that will win you new friends and keep those other admirers happy. Librans are big collectors and great admirers of physical beauty. They tend to be big spenders. They like to live in beautiful surroundings and are fairly obsessed with keeping a clean house. In your need for material things, you will even flirt to get what you want. And by the way, try to be a little more tolerant towards those who make snap decisions or seem impulsive, because not everyone is Libran.

Libra Lover
Emotional relationships are based on equal give and take. Librans tend to be involved in a number of affairs and sometimes their affection and friendship is misunderstood as something quite different. Since you tend to get attracted to the opposite sex quite frequently, you must think before getting into a life-long commitment. Ideal matches will be with those born under Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius. Librans like to have friends come over frequently for meals and parties; being good hosts, they ensure guests have a relaxed and comfortable time. As a sociable person, you have a large number of friends; this could arouse a lot of jealousy and suspicion in others, therefore, an imposing partner would not be wise. You work very hard to be amiable, so you have no problems in getting along with family members and can go to great lengths to keep them happy and contented. The home environment will be comfortable and neat, a garden with flowers would be nice, but if that is not possible, a few ferns and indoor plants will be fine.

Libra Professional
Librans make good lawyers and judges. You will also do well in arts, especially music. Science and navigation too will attract you. Alternatively, you can become wine tasters or can even manage breweries. Your work and productivity are easily affected by your moods. You do your best only when you are mentally at peace with yourself. Financially, you will be lucky. A lot of you marry people who are economically better placed than you. Alternatively, you enter business partnerships that bring you money. You do tend to be extravagant but in case you fall short of finances; you will find friends and relatives promptly jumping to assistance.

Libra Traveller
For you a holiday must have style and elegance. You are made for glamour and luxury. Camping holidays are not your cup of tea; unless of course the tent is fully equpped with lots of trappings. The journey has to be short and comfortable. You don't much care for the idea of being on a train from Kashmir to Kanyakumari. Physically you like to look good so stylish luggage with elegant clothes is a must.

Libra Teens
She is a beautiful young lady who is always surrounded by admirers. She is a born charmer who loves to have people around. As Libra is ruled by Venus, the planet of Love and Beauty, she is always well dressed and possesses a fine sense of style. Many Libra lasses wind up in the beauty and fashion industry for this reason. Librans can't stand being alone and constantly socialise, and in all probability, are in relationships. And being a born charmer, she will be able to keep the group enthralled. She is sometimes dismissed as superficial and insincere, but her intentions are always genuine. Since Libra is an air sign, she should do well in academics. She is drawn to beauty and aesthetics in her career.

The Libra lad is always conscious of his appearance. He always moves in the right circles, as he wants to be seen in the right company. He is a smooth talker and a born charmer. As Librans make good diplomats, he brings harmony to his group and manages to accommodate divergent viewpoints. At times, he may appear a bit superficial and lacking in passion and deep-rooted beliefs. The main interests of his life are dressing well and spending time in the company of friends. He has a fine sense of style and enjoys spending on luxury. He has a high I.Q. and should he put his mind to it, there is very little that he can't achieve. He will go to the best Universities, mostly because it will enhance his image.

Libra Kids
A born negotiator, the Libra child wants everyone to live in peace and will combine persuasion with flamboyance to effectively mediate in any kind of conflict. This trait, coupled with a preoccupation for a fine external appearance gets the Libran child a lot of friends. This child gets good grades at school, and when it comes to sports, prefers individual games like tennis or golf. Chances are that the Libran kid will be a little indecisive at times, so you may need to do a bit of hand-holding then.

Libra Well Being
Though most Librans are blessed with good health, some of you could suffer from problems like allergies, asthma, frequent colds and flu. Librans are very active; looking after other people does take up a lot of your life. You should always take time out and rest when you need it. Some of you could put on a few extra pounds, though getting rid of them should not be a problem as Librans are active people who enjoy sports, dance, etc. Librans generally have clear complexions, fine hair and teeth. You also have beautiful eyes, though many of you born under this sign may require glasses because of weak eyesight. You are healthy and have lots of stamina. Most of you are gifted with an attractive face and good complexion. Although you may not look strong when young, you are more robust and do get by without any serious problems. As you grow older, you may become a minor hypochondriac, suffering from imaginary ailments. The weaker ones among Librans often suffer from diseases of the stomach, bladder, kidneys and the spine.

Libra Luck
It will do well for you to go for rose pink, pastel shades of all colours, especially light blues. Among precious stones, opal will prove lucky for Librans, while number six is their lucky number. Fridays, sometimes-even Mondays are good days for you. Venus is your ruler and your element is air.

hmm blogging alot today...really bored...hmm if u can't get over one guy it will be no use getting another one...it wun be fair to the new guy...and the feeling will never be the same afterall...the new guy wasn't the one whom u knew for 4 years...the new guy also wasn't the one who made u laugh when u were crying...the new guy also wasn't the one who would talk to u for hours just to make sure u were okae...the new guy also wasn't the one who told u all his secrets that he never revealed before...the new guy...also wasn't the one...etc...the list just goes on...haix this sux man...man do i look like i have a bf...why does everyone ask me whether i have one...sheesh haha...and staying out late almost everyday does not mean i have bf k...i have found my only one...but...hmm missed the chance...now my only love is...basketball haha...this sux man...no life...haix...cannot forget the old guy...i miss him... :(

Thursday, July 24, 2003

darn...i feel like i'm drifting further and further away frm michael edwin and jas...i dunno it feels weird...haix i dunno wad to sae...sumtimes i think too much when i have free time but then again it might be true...

wOOhOo yeSterdaY's trAinIng rox cOmpLetELy esp the last match...haha totally screwed the other team...out of the total score i scored all at least one or two...wOhOoo...i rOcK...aWw mAn eGo bOoStIng sEssIon bUt i waS reALLy dAmn hAppY wIth my pErfOrmAnce...yeSt suPer oN foRm... =) bUt gOt reJeCtEd bY beNj| aGain...notHIng nEw...sTuPid bOy...buT rIte...cAme hOme den tHe iNjuRy qUitE bAd...wEnt tO sEe the dOctOr tOdaY and gOt aN x-rAy dOne...hOpe mIcHaEL gEts weLL sOon...yest...after training me alex weixiang and benji played bball reuben and selina also hehe...after that went to coro for dinner with alex clifford benji weixiang and lionel...very fun...but when they talk i dunno wad to sae so just listen la...haha...boy can they really bitch and gossip haha abt girls...

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stride and always remain optimistic and
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Saturday, July 19, 2003

hmm life has been really bad...i'm currently heart broken...man...haix...we must always treasure the times we had...and be brave to take the chance once...somethings have passed...there is no way to turn back time...as they say in chinese...guo qu de jiu bu neng wan hui...haix...regrets...but it was a happy time...and i feel happy for him that he has found his happiness =) though i'm heart broken...but life goes on...lala hehe...as michael says...cj got alot of shuaiges...and thanx to jasmine and edwin...nowadays...they know who i like but i dun leh...weird lor...they see one shuaige sae i like one...bLeAhs...pls lor...they are only cute...haha...hmm playing bball is more or less stress free liaox...just that i cannot train...but wad's the point...just feel like giving up at times...but den i think and i realise...where's my commitment to it...i dunno...mabbe playing in a team is just not my thing...oh ya...haha got inter class bball and i'm the organiser...shiok rite...hehe... =) so fun...hmm hope we can spot more talent for the team at least for they guys...they got potential...jiayou~!

Monday, July 14, 2003

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.


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Sunday, July 13, 2003

eh hehe...yesterday had training...like idiot liddat cannot do anything...den have to do 200 under the basket...den 20 consecutive...haix...den practised the left hand lay-up...aiyah...den so cocked up lor...dun wanna talk abt it...spoil my day only...den...after that we went PS...me hongyi zongwen weixiang zhijian benji jasmine michael and edwin...haha went to see alvin and edmund...so long never see them liaox...we went to eat yoshi...den selina and yantong came...some of selina's classmates also...the ella and rach...haha...after that we went ssc...wanted to play pool but no table...forever liddat one lor...den after that jasmine edwin and michael came my house...and slack until 7.30 den they wanted to go play bball...but rain lor...they dunwan lemme go lor...so sai...rain den they go back to my house and slack until 10 before they go home...bLeAh...no one wan to lemme play bball one...stupid people...

Friday, July 11, 2003

Which [Movie Genres] are you?

Wednesday, July 09, 2003

i shall write an entry la...guilty as charged for not updating my blog...haix...so many things going on...life sux...so troubled...hmm i think i might quit the team...since forever injury also...den cannot play...cannot train...and playing basketball nowadays...only gives me stress...wad happened to the times when i played to de-stress...seriously the only thing that kept me sane is now driving me insane...how long have i not slept well...so much that i am actually so tired...even after doing nothing...life's a mess...mabbe not playing bball...will help me focus on my studies...though i might quit the team but my passion for the game...will never stop...i will still find time to play outside ^_^...hmm for the past week or so...playing bball...i no longer knew why i was actually playing the game...is it that i will be happy? or others will be happy...or that i will become better? wad the hell...i mean like...my playing was no where here or there...the only thing that i was ever proud of...my shooting...was becoming like shit...i no longer recognise myself playing bball liaox...to play i have to find that inner peace...i will find my inner peace it cools me down...nowadays...when i play i put my anger into the game...i no long play the game i know...the times i walked away...were the times i needed to cool down...even such a simple friendly game was such a torture...people i play with...have even changed for just a game...i never seen them play like that before...basketball used to be like an escape to me...now i'm trying to escape from it...the person playing bball is someone i no longer recognise...when some people put their anger into their game they perform...for me...i need to be at peace with myself...i no longer enjoy the sport...quitting the team...i feel i will dui de qi myself...but i will be letting everyone down...i rather let myself down...all my close frens have said the way i play has changed...they feel i shd quit...they sae i really used to love bball...when i wasn't in a team...i would play...enjoy...i would go to lengths so that i could play the game...nothing else mattered...i was so enthu over the game...now...it becoming a pain...they feel that i should not have joined...my god brother told me...play the game u wanna play...focus on yrself not others...but how can i...it's a team sport...i can't even focus on myself when other people are giving me pressure...playing basketball is really such a pain...for 2 weeks...i couldn't even do anything...why? where was my spirit...i was playing bball for the past 2 weeks something i dread...something which made me feel really bad...i couldn't even study for my mid year...why? i was so stressed...almost every night i would be crying...i never did cry...but yet...something i used to love so much...was causing all these...basketball used to relieve my stress...kept my life in check in balance...now it's turning my whole life upside down...i am being controlled by something that i used to love...haix...still the problem of whether i shd quit or not...will always be in my mind...it's not something that can be decided easily...yet...no one can make the decision for me.......

Sunday, July 06, 2003

Which [5 Elements] are you?

Which [Rainbow Colours] are you?

Which [Finding Nemo] characters are you?

Are You Naughty or Nice?