Monday, April 25, 2005

Artist: Evanescence
Album: Anywhere But Home
Title: My Immortal


I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
Because your presence still lingers here,
And it wont leave me alone...

These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase...

When you'd cried i'd, wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream i'd, fight away all of your fears.
And i've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.

You used to captivate me,
By your resonating light.
Now i'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts, my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice it chased away, all the sanity in me.

These wounds wont seem to heal...
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you'd cried i'd, wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream i'd, fight away all of your fears.
And i've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,
But though you're still with me...
I've been alone all along.

When you'd cried i'd, wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream i'd, fight away all of your fears.
And i've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.

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if only you knew how i felt.
if only someone understood.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

and i love him so !!!

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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

i haven updated in week.so veh sian.yes.very.

on wed.we had combined training.den.yucheng banged into me and fell onto me.yes.fell onto me.i mean.i hope none of his fangirls will think its like a OMG thingy.cos hes quite heavy.i thought it was brock.yes.joyceh.u can close your mouth already.after that took a bus home with leonard la.yeap.talked about the team and stuff la.

thursday.went out with mousey after sch.la mian xiao long baos treat by her.den we caught miss congeniality 2.was okaeish.no biggy.den she came over to my house to hang out.i think i over did the chilli.and my stomach went crazy.again.yes.den so

friday.i chaokeng.and ponned sch.hahah.yes well was partly sick la.yeap.den went home to sleep after medication.den woke up.went to sch to train.after tat went to eat with da ba and ner.jiaxiang ate with his fren.dunno how to spell the name la.ya.denwe talked damn long la.went home soon after.daddy came back from his vietname business trip he left for on monday.

sat.had ptm.was okay-ish not too screwed.went home.den cocked off.did my work.went to play ball with yenhui zhiying honghin and xinyan.yeah.den.played at thomson den all this taekwondo kiddies la.den we went to kovan to play ball with julian and gang la.yeap.den we had dinner.took a verrrrryy long mrt ride.tried to play some detective game with 2 retards.bah.haha.

sunday.
had tuition too.
den went for qing ming.
den.had sushi dinner at great world.
went home.and slackkkkkeed off.alot.

monday.
training.no big.den went to have chicken rice with eryan and joyceh.
den me and eryan went to j8 to study.MOS.
we made a pact.that if we dont make past the 1st round of nats.we will go and watch the rest of the matches.and study after that.very.hardworking kids we are.hehe.

tuesday.
ended early cos change time table le.
den.
went with yienli to j8.
had pasta.
den well yienli couldnt find a wallet suitable for her.
but i found one i really liked.
sides i needed some retail theraphy.yeap.
den after that.
went hommmee.
slacckked off again.
was very tired.
took a short nap.

today.
we had friendly with NJC
well it was raining and all la
we only played a half.
den the score stopped at 15-16.
we lost by 1.
went to have dinner with leonard in clementi.
leonard.was very nice.
becos he knew i was not very happy.
bahh.
well.thanks.
i feel sad.very moody.
i felt like we could win.
we would win.
but it din turn out that way.
i dunno why.

lots of thoughts and feelings flooding my senses.i feel lost and alone.i feel like crying.
which i could see some faith.for my sanity.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

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Friday, April 01, 2005

this is for joyceh huang liting

hmm i read your blog.
realised you have too much going on in your mind.
i know sometimes i suan you.
and say mean things.
but u suan me too.
and i have no defence.
like.
regarding liking toa payoh and my fav letter being H.
so we are quits.
okae i admit.
haha.im sorry.
but i love u for who u are.
i mean.even if u din have.
your. ahem. b**bs.
i would still love you.
you are so likeable.
so lovable.
u are nice.
sensitive
and caring towards others.
you care for others more than yourself.
that is not a crime.
you go all out for your friends.
be it me or anione else.
i really appreciate it.
like the time i was down and needed someone to talk to.
you were always there for me.
you always had a smile and a hug for me.
some people mite take advantage of you.
because they recognise your gd points.
you are bullied.
but then people who love you for who u are will be there to protect you.
i will.
promise.
pinky promise.
you dont have to buy sweets and potato chips for me.
i will still share the gossip with you.
and let you sit next to me.
i want you to sit next to me.
of course u are pretty.
inside out.
picture perfect.
you ARE that kodak moment.
you are atheletic.
tan.
cute.
you are brave.
you stand up for your friends.
for what you believe in.
and for that.
you have courage.
you never give up even in adversity.
you still encourage others.
i can see that from trainings.
and the study sessions we had together.
you have been loved before.
you had a chance at it.
not many people do.
you have great friends.
i know.
cos i have met them.
they all love you for who u are.
in fact you probably have everything.
and more than that girl next to you.
things may not be going right.
but you are truely blessed.
but no matter what.
i will always be there for you.
like you have always been for me.
i love u always (:
friends for life.
teammates of cjc basketball'05
you are my superstar (: