Sunday, January 30, 2005

the things i do.
i do for u.
you never really remember.
or appreciate.
how.
ungrateful.
how.
you always make me miserable.
i hate you.
i love you.
im stuck on you.

have been bored.and lazy to update.i dun really care.watched shall we dance today with joyceh.i love her company.im moody

in shall we dance it said.
people get married.well for our case and age probably together.
cos we need a witness in our lives.
to me.
basketball is my life.
my existence.
without basketball.
im nothing.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

hmm today was how tired.just slept through school.omg im such a loser.yeah den had physio.bleah.after that went to acjc.to play ball.den slacked ard with minhua.played some ball with tng marco and bing.omg so boring.haha.as in.not high la.den we went to dover market for dessert.hehs.den went home.im still so darn tired now.phhooeey.gonna sleep le. (: tml got training and PE.like how FUCKING sian.shat.

Sunday, January 23, 2005

haha im like how lazy haven updated in ages la.friday.went to study at KAP.with siew leonard and tng.tng only go there and disturb la.how noisy.kept bugging us to play ball earlier and that 4.30 is basketball time.as if.there is no such thing la.cos all the time its basketball time.haha.bleah.den we went to pandan valley to play with bing minhua minghan huimin yuanping rebecca.ya.dun think i left anione else out la.den something happened.went home pissed and without my dessert.hrmph.sat.morn the acjc guys had match against singapore american school la.den minghan and marco jio me go watch.den met at clementi at 8.30 la.i was like how early.had leisurely breakfast still read newspaper.den we forgot about bingwei until we boarded the mrt train.haha.minghan like damn bad la.den the match was.not bad.the school and court like how shiok la.the lost la.dunno why also.1st quarter leading summore.den after that we stayed back to play at the court.damn shiok la.still got aircon.hehs.after that went with tng and bing to meet the girls at holland village.den after that we stoned and ate.den went to play ball at queens condo.den tng had to go his ah ma's house and bing sprained his ankle.poor boy.we went to newton to eat again.the cockles like spoil la.hrmph.oh ya daryl joined us.and his new phone is damn nice la.hrmph.rich kia.went home late again.today morn.woke up at 10 den slept until 1130.den met drew in orchard for lunch la.damn fun but i forgot to bring my wallet out la like how dumb.hrmph.den drew had to lend me money la.den met siew lenoard and chris at KAP to study.eryan and debra were there too la.den study le went to play ball.minghan zirong and 2 pj guys came too la.ya.rite now my dad's being a bastard.hrmph.yeah den went to have dessert den came home.hrmph.im like.damn tired now.sleepy sleepy (:

Friday, January 21, 2005

my new shoozies.arent they preetty? (:
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hmm yay.no school.today.no mass pe.no training.HAHA.omg.i love non school fridays.just that now everyone is at home and bugging me.crap.yeah.yest.went with leonard siew clare minhua bingwei chris ashley diana to queensway.damn fun.yes.me and leonard like got cheated of 7 bucks.how irritating.oh wells and i got my shoes la.i love them la.hehe.after that me bingwei minhua chris leonard and siew went to KAP to study.we studied until like 11 la.chris left earlier.for home.curfew.poor girl.den the rest of us went to newton for supper.omg yummylicious.hehe.yeap.den i cabbed home with leonard.bahhh.haha.later going out to study and play ball.study and PLAY BALL.haha (:

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

hmm.well i caught a cold.happy now? u stupid teacher.oh wells.wadeva la.i feel like ultimately sick now.i dont know wads up with you la k.on somedays.u are like so nice.on somedays u are like 'look at me.im a fucking annoying stupid prick'.whats up with you man.wadeva k.i dunwanna talk to you.bahh.aniwae today was angry so went to play basketball instead.with many people and yunliang.haha.her shooting is like how zai.not bad la.i wan my new shoes.new shoes.im sick la.i hope too sick to go to sch.stupid.pe.person.fuck.you.

Monday, January 17, 2005

hmm today.is haha.sleepy day.was sleeping la during phy tut and phy lect.i dun really enjoy phy.heh.omg i feeel.bad.hah as if.well had to do pe aniwaes in the end.i dont really mind.ran in the rain.HEAVY rain.i swear.hes a fucking sadist.nothing to sae.training today.was damn fun.hehs.funny la that is.heh.ya.den went to eat at far east just now with andrew leonard ner selina eryan and joyceh.omg.haven eaten chicken rice in ages la.heh.yeah.den went to j8 to study with eryan and.joyceh.yeah.just came home.fucking tired.im aching all over.bleah.

hmm should update.yunliang inspired me to.now shes my mei.haha she sae one.ya la.okae.today went to study supposed to have tuition la.den my tuition teacher came late and it ate into my tuition time la.ya.den went to study at KAP with siew chris leonard and eric.after that.siew went to work.den tng and my brother came to play ball with us.yeah.played awhile den went to bukit timah market to eat dessert.yeah.always play ball with tng den must go eat dessert.yeah.den.after that cabbed home la.tired.bleah going to sleep now.tml no pe.hehe. (:

Sunday, January 16, 2005

aiyoh tired.haha.decided to blog before i sleeep.ya.today.woke up at 1030am.whee.den.went to study with leonard chris and siew at KAP.until like 5 den siew left to go work.it was quite productive i must sae.heh.den after that went to play ball with bing minhua chris leonard and kaden.yeah.denhad loads of fun la.super loads.den we play like until 10.den went to makan.super yums.den i came home ard 12 la.den went to shower.just got off the phone with tng.shall go and sleep now.tired.tml morn got tuition.sian.

Artist: Atomic Kitten
Title: If You Come To Me


So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now I know
That you left got love around me
You know it makes me feel so strong
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Through out all my life
I never thought I'd have somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Hey there dont you know
You gotta slow down before you know
You gonna brake down and turn around
Before you know, you go and break my heart
When will you learn to be
A little helpful when you think of me
A little careful when you're close to me
Coz baby i loved you from the start

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

(I love you)

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Friday, January 14, 2005

that day.wed.we had frenly with.acjc.yeah we won.26-16.okae la.not very happy la.cos i din play well.sian.after that played ball with acjc people and cjc people.lazy to name la.den after that.went to eat with tng minhua bing and siew.yeah.talk cock la.went home late.din send chingyu off.cos i din think i could do it la.haix.missing him le.ya.wrote him a letter and shared a nike shirt with nana for him.yeap.sides i was unhappy.din wan to likee spoil the mood.ya.thurs.went to collect my specs at queensway.leonard went with me.den met chris and minhua.talked cock la.den after that me chris leonard and siew went to study at KAP.damn fun.damn productive (: yeap.tml going to study again.today's training was okae la.PE too.yeah.now i get to skip monday PE.hehe.yeah.den the j1s not bad lars.yeah.huimin and yunliang.haha.cool sia la. (: yeap.oh wells.tml gonna study with siew leonard and chris again.maybe eric going.gonna ask.clare. (:

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Artist: Darius Danesh
Album: Dive In
Title: Colourblind


Feelin' blue, while I'm trying to forget the feeling that I miss you
Feelin' green, when the jealousy swells and it won't go away in dreams

Feelin' yellow, I'm confused inside
A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me

Feelin' fine! Sublime!
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Oh oh

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

Feelin' red, when you spend all your time with your friends and not me instead
Feelin' black, when I think about all the things that I feel I lack

Feelin' jaded, when it's not gone right
All the colours have faded, then I feel your eyes on me

Feelin' fine! Sublime!
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Mm mm

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

Blinded by the light you shine, the colours fade completely
Blinded by you every time, I feel your smile defeat me

I'm colour blind
I just can't deny this feeling

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

I'm colour blind

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

turns out that i wasnt really screwed about hw haha.managed to finish all holiday work.finally.bah.im such a slacker.totally tired.snipped my hair all off.its really short now.as in darn short.well it will grow.bah.shall wax it tml.see how 1st.hmm today went on some eating spree with siew.i swear i wun eat for the next 2 weeks la.omg.so full can.and i switched hps with sheryl.hehe.so cool.i love flippy phones.yeah.and i bought a metal ripcurl pencil case.finally my metal pencil case.you have appeared.haha.tml's pe.training.and friendly match.hope my knee can hold out.chingyu's leaving tml.missing him already lars.sobs.cant send him off cos of the friendly match.bah.there is no one like him at all cans.quite sad now.yeah.oh well darn tired la gonna sleep.-sleepy eyes- update.soon.gonna.will.heh.nites babeys (:

Monday, January 10, 2005

welll today there was good attempt to do work.heh.met siew at KAP at like 2.we are damn tortoise la.sibei slow.well the mind was willing but the flesh was weak.to do work.siew said i was the mind was unwilling thus the flesh was weak.thanks.i din bring my calculator.i couldnt do my maths hw.my chem hw.fuck.din do much.now im a pro at using the calculator on my hp.hah.den about 5 she left for work.i on the other hand had to accompany michael to play ball.hah.yeah.it was sucky la.damn dumb.den after that.went to his house to get naruto comics.haix.im like how screwed.im on the way to be damned for eternal detention.my fucking priorities arent right.got so many trainings.plus physio.plus so many PEs on the same day as training(PE understandable, on the same day as training,not understandable).so much hw.so much to catch up on cos my sch work's always fucked.yeah la.fuck.im totally cursing i dunno la.my works always not done.i feel like a bloody piece of shit la.really shd start studying or i will be damned.fuck.did i tell you how fucked i am.i haven completed any of the things due tml.im some stupid fuck la.tml got physio.monday's time table sucks big time.fuck i wanna play ball.frenlys this wed.missing you guys at acjc.hehs (:

Sunday, January 09, 2005

hmm this week has passed by in a blur la.wed.crashing was damn fun.den the pj peeps crashed too damn fun.den played ball with them.made more new frens.hung with kat.saw everyone.i love acjc.hah.im their honourary student.den on thurs had lessons la.ended early.den hung ard in school with leonard.on fri.din go.my fever's on off i get it everyday.cos i play ball everyday im not supposed to.someone please stop me.hah.no one can.bah. (: den.christine and siew crashed with me.cjc.haha.damn fun too.my stupid sickness is getting in the way of playing gd ball.damn.den went to town.with christine.met ashley and zirong and frens.pj frens.sorry frens.i dunno your names.so sorry.and zirong thought i was j1.means i look 2 years younger den i actually am.whee.haha.i dunno good or bad.you decide.they went to watched london voodoo and were real nice to extend the invitation to me.but.i din.cos the show's not my cup of tea.so i went homeee.heh.today morn was supposed to go study la.but woke up late.and christine got grounded.in the end went to play ball with tng.and eryan.it was damn fun.tng taught me alot of.tricks.basketball tricks.intelligent basketball tricks.intelligent dirty basketball tricks.tng is like how zai. (: even with fucked ankle.as he puts it.'my ankle is fucked'.yeah haha.in the rain.damn.after that went j8 with eryan ate mos.my fever's back again.but i just took medicine.the fever went away.but it will be back.bah.stupidd sickness.tml.i hope i can get my work done.or.as i put it.i will get fucked by the teachers.fuck j2 la.sian.if only everyday can play ball.hehs. (:

Friday, January 07, 2005

I ordered a frappuccino
Where's my fucking frappuccino

`heh.i love jay-z linkin park collision course. (:

why so big mouth.huh?tell me la.since you so big mouth.

Thursday, January 06, 2005

`intimidation is 'might' on court.though agility is an answer.but you dont have to gauge your abilities by the height of your opponents.

`fear of not being selected to play.or being picked last is the fear of rejection.acceptance has to be earned.

`not taking a chance or giving something a go.and the willingness to risk it all is linked to self-doubt.trust yourself.

`great ballers are focused.but some ballers face distraction from the crowd or situations happening off-court in their life.give the game your 100% or dont play at all.

`you fear not being able to live up to other people's expectations.dont play for others.play for yourself

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

school has started for like.2 days.and i caught a chill.people try not to play in the rain k.unless its really worth it.haha.bleah.hehs.school so far has been okae.and all our classrooms are together.t24-t30.hehe.got so many basketballers and friends along one corridoor la.so cool can.heh.the only drawback is its damn.far but the only lesson we cant be late for is PE.sian.this sucks can.heh.oh well.am sick.not in school now.but.haha.going to play/watch ball later.with the acjc guys.yeah.haha.oh wells.on a lighter note.***** is so cute.haha.im deranged and insane.bleah. (:

Sunday, January 02, 2005

boo.school is starting tml la.damn.sian.oh wells today was a good day though.in the morning went to play ball.haha me tzesiew and the guys.well this time more guys.haha.yeah.super happy cos.***** was there.and he said bye.hehe.hes so cute la.sian tml got school le.have to wait one whole week to see him.i hope the week passes by quickly.aniwae we played in the rain today.heavy rain.i feel damn cold now.and my chest hurts.i wonder why.damn.oh well.i din do ani holiday hw.im so screwed can.shit.oh wells.***** (:

Saturday, January 01, 2005

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