Sunday, May 30, 2004
i miss the old team...the girls team...yeah by far cj's bitchiest...gosh...miss them to bits...not sae i hate the new one...no offence to anione...but going for every training is very discouraging...gosh...i mean likee...erm well...okae some things are not meant to be said out...in case people sae i'm mean...i'm not reallly...i dun wanna be...just that...some things are doomed to begin with...okae given another chance i will make sure i dun fall sick and injure an ankle during tournament season...by far the dumbest i have done...so screwed up man...i miss the malacca trip totally...to bits that is...the shopping the hanging out together...the madness gosh damn fun...well the tournaments weren't that fantastic but i realise they have more bball courts aniwhere den us...gosh...okae have been indulging in too much shopping delight recently...shd cut down...but i can't help it...argh...i'm born to shop la...gosh...better start studying...bball is not nice to play animore except on sundays hah...the rest are totally craps and a waste of time...sheesh...forget it...shd have treasured the chance while i had it...
angie wrote on 1:13 AM.
oh that felt whole lotsa better...and i hope u will rot in hell someday...before u criticize someone...pls look at yrself...not as if u know everything or are good at it...in fact u suck...worse den everyone...stop trying to be responsible...coz no one wans u to be...for something that u cant have...u always had yr chance but u screwed it up...so why hang on? u are one sad sorry sod...i hope someone will have mercy on yr poor tortured soul...dun inflict ani of yr pain u deserve on anione else...by being mean and a complete asshole to them...no u are not witty u are just plain fucking irritating...well if the person by ani chance or fate ever comes across this...i doubt in his own blindness and egoistic dumbness will never know its him...but if by ani chance or miracle the person knows...well congrats to u...u shd go stand in one corner and ponder...on how u have been a jerk and an asshole...oh but den again...so brainless how to ponder...mabbe if u just fucked off u will bring joy and peace to everyone and mabbe even yrself...woohoo~ u suck man... =)
angie wrote on 1:03 AM.
Thursday, May 13, 2004
Artist: Robbie Williams
Album: Escapalogy
Title: Sexed Up
Loose lips sunk ships
I'm getting to grips
With what you said
No it's not in my head
I can't awaken the dead
Day after day
Why don't we talk about it ?
Why do you always doubt that there can be a better way?
It doesn't make me wanna stay
Why don't we break up ?
There's nothing left to say
I've got my eyes shut, praying they won't stray
And When I'm sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away
You say we're fatally flawed
Well I'm easily bored, Is that okay?
Write me off your list
Make this the last kiss
I'll walk away
Why don't we talk about it?
I'm only here
Don't shout it
Given time we'll forget
Let's pretend we never met
Why don't we break up ?
There's nothing left to say
I've got my eyes shut, praying they won't stray
And When I'm sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away
Screw you, I didn't like your taste
Anyway, I chose you
And that's all gone to waste
It's Saturday, I'll go out and find another you
Why don't we
Why don't we break up
There's nothing left to say
I've got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
And when I'm sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away.
Blow away
Blow away
Just blow away
angie wrote on 11:00 PM.
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
angie wrote on 10:07 PM.
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Artist: Evanescence
Album: Fallen
Title: Going Under
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50,000 tears I cry
Screaming,
Deceiving,
And bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
....GO AWAY....
Don't want your hand this time
I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reach the bottom
I dive again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning with you (drowning with you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm, going under
Blurring and stirring the truth that comes out
(I don't know what's real and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts is my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I dive again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning with you (drowning with you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through,
I'm, so go on and scream
Scream at me, so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under
I dive again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning with you (drowning with you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through,
I'm, going under (going under)
Going under (drowning with you)
I'm going under
angie wrote on 6:02 PM.
Your Life
You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends count on.
Your Love
Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not realize it.
.....i'm speechless like...wow...as if i din know it already...i had to receive a mail like this to remind me...gosh...my life sux...
angie wrote on 5:59 PM.
Sunday, May 09, 2004
a girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said..no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever..and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry? and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. as she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... Your not pretty, your beautiful, i dont want to be with you forever, i NEED to be with you forever, and i wouldnt cry if you walked away...i'd die...
angie wrote on 11:07 PM.
angie wrote on 12:58 AM.
Friday, May 07, 2004
Artist: Usher
Album: Confessions
Title: Burn
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
When the feelin aint the same and your body don't want to
But you know you gotta let it go
Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Deep down you know its best we stop
But you hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that its over you know that its true
let it burn let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but i want you
Cause the feelin aint the same
Find myself callin her.. your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she aint comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back (Ooo ooo ooo ooooh)
Man i dont know what im gonna do
Without my boo (ooo)
She been gone for too long
It's been 50 11 days
Um-teen hours
Imma be burnin till you return
When the feelin aint the same and your body don't want to
But you know you gotta let it go
Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn let it burn (gotta let it burn)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me
is telling me that i need to move on
On the other side i
Wanna break down and cry ooooh
I'm twisted cuz one side of me
is telling me that i need to move on
on the other side i
wanna break down and cry
ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh
ooooh oooh oooh
can ya feel it burnin?)
ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh
So many days
So many hours
I'm still burnin till u return
When the feelin aint the same and your body don't want to
But you know you gotta let it go
Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn let it burn (gotta let it burn)
angie wrote on 10:23 PM.
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
haha haven blogged in ages not as if anione reads it aniwaes...yeah...tournament ended...it's like really sad la...we lost...ya...the last match...i cried for like...5 days...yeah...i dunno why guess it meant really alot to me...really...alot...okae...sounding like i'm having limited vocab...BLEAH...hmm...den have been spending lotsa time with kaden leonard jiale and sumei...they are great to have ard...and they like really cheer me up...so glad for them...karen joanna andrew...have been nice too..just that they dun really go out with us...dunno whys...yeah...hmm went to watch the vj vs sa match on monday...hmmm it was great and it got even more exciting when people were going to start fighting...hahx...shouldn't be encouraging this...but oh wells...i hope...tat...daniel wun be so sad...u got one more match with yr frens...make it worthwhile...at least u can think back on it..that was wad u taught me... =) yeah...hmm quite disappointed with the turnout today...for the 1st j1 training like seriously..so few people wad we gonna do...it's no one's fault if they have no experience but jc bball...is a higher level of sec sch bball...it's not ez if people start picking up the sport now...not that is totally impossible...but just really hard...i dunwan to go to my tourny again...just to feel and experience wad happened this year...i wun live for it...yeah...haix...oh wells...i hope everything will get better soon...-why can't i forget him?-
angie wrote on 10:52 PM.