Sunday, February 29, 2004
I found her diary underneath a tree.
and started reading about me
The words she's written took me by surprise
you'd never read them in her eyes.
They said that she had found the love she waited for.
Wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it.
When she confronted with the writing there,
simply pretended not to care.
I passed it off as just in keeping with
her total disconcerting air
and though she tried to hide
the love that she denied,
wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it.
And as I go through my life, I will give to her my wife
all the sweet things that I can find.
I found her diary underneath a tree.
and started reading about me.
The words began stick and tears to flow.
Her meaning now was clear to see.
The love she'd waited for was someone else not me
Wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it.
and as I go through my life, I will wish for her his wife
all the sweet things that she can find
all the sweet things they can find
angie wrote on 10:29 PM.
Saturday, February 28, 2004
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life,
married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.
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angie wrote on 11:30 PM.
Album: No Pads, No Helmets...Just Balls
Title: Perfect
Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
angie wrote on 11:15 PM.
Friday, February 27, 2004
You are Peppermint Patty!
Which Peanuts Character are You?
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angie wrote on 11:06 PM.
Thursday, February 26, 2004
Ki System
Natal Year number: 5
Although Angela at heart suffers from a sense of insecurity, she nevertheless portrays a confident yet sympathetic exterior to the outside world that enables her to get along well with other people. Indeed even though she is not really a team player, she is likely to reach a position of authority because she enjoys the strength of independent thought upon which others can rely.
Natal Month number: 3
A generous and kindly spirit, Angela's quick brain is inclined to master only superficial knowledge of her subject. Her impulsive nature tends to make her somewhat idealistic, and thus her responses owe rather more to gut instinct than to reason. Angela will be happier in self-employment than trapped in a structured business or hierarchical organisation.
Natal House number: 7
Life is likely to provide Angela with many different challenges, but in the end she will overcome the difficulties and make solid progress. She is prone to talk about subjects on which she has little knowledge, but her communication skills are such that she can be quite persuasive. She needs to focus on her long-term objectives.
Comments based on Western Grid
11
Angela is a balanced individual who can understand and appreciate the views of others as well as her own. She can express herself fluently, and with persuasive conviction, whilst taking account of opposing views. This means that Angela will get on very well with colleagues at work, both senior and junior, as well as clients, customers, suppliers and external agencies.
2
Sensitive to criticism and naturally intuitive, Angela has a natural ability to detect insincerity in others. Because she is a sensitive soul, Angela can be a solid friend and a good listener. As a result, she will get on well with colleagues, whilst being more than capable of handling office politics.
3
With a creative mind and a good memory, Angela is honest, straightforward and optimistic. She will achieve her aims. She is capable of creative thought, and will appreciate art and music. She also enjoys an excellent memory - a significant advantage in any employment.
6
Creative yet somewhat insecure, Angela is a family-orientated person who enjoys domestic responsibilities. She could well be employed in the hospitality industry - perhaps running a hotel, or B & B venture. In an office environment Angela will be valuable as the individual to whom others will turn for moral support. But home for Angela is where the heart is, and domestic responsibilities will always be important.
8
Good with details and with a methodical approach, Angela nevertheless is someone who enjoys constant new challenges to maintain her interest. She is a methodical individual with attention to detail, but is inclined to leave tasks unfinished if her active mind alights on something of greater interest. Routine tasks that fail to challenge her intellect are at greatest risk, so Angela needs a job that offers variety.
9
Ambitious to improve her lot, Angela will constantly push forward to achieve something in her life, yet this ambition will be balanced by humanitarian ideals that will lead her to support causes that may demand self-sacrifice.
[The Arrow of the Planner: the numbers 1, 2 and 3] Although less interested in the detail, Angela is a well-organised individual who plans ahead. If she absorbs knowledge through study, she will achieve great success, quite possibly in an artistic field. The essence however of this combination is her desire to plan, and to organise herself to achieve her goals.
[The Arrow of Intellect: the numbers 3, 6 and 9] With a good brain and an excellent memory, Angela is inclined to use her mind at the expense of her emotions. Well-balanced, she will help those around her, even though she tends to look down on those who are not her intellectual equals. Those with the Arrow of Intellect are very employable.
Comments based on Chinese Grid
1
Angela will make some money and enjoy a reasonable standard of living.
2
Angela has an average mind, and without the numbers 4 and 9 in the Chinese version will not enjoy a creative existence.
6
Angela is family-orientated, and needs a pleasant working environment as well as a comfortable home.
8
In the absence (in the Chinese version) of the numbers 1 and 6, she will be good with money and details. She will be happier if the Chinese grid includes the numbers 5 and 7.
99
Angela is intelligent, and prepared to learn. Without the numbers 3, 5 and 7 in the Chinese version, Angela is likely to use her head at the expense of her heart, which can lead her to become something of a workaholic.
[The Arrow of Loneliness: Lacking the numbers 3, 5 and 7] Angela is so determined to achieve her objectives that she does so at the expense of all else, including friends, family, love and laughter.
[The Arrow of Prosperity: The numbers 1, 6 and 8] Angela is suited to the commercial world because she is determined to make money - if necessary at the expense of all else. Without the numbers 3, 5 and 7 (in the Chinese version) Angela will be a cold and calculating individual who will achieve her aims with total disregard for the feelings of others.
angie wrote on 11:41 PM.
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
You are a Revolutionary Woman!
You could care less about the monarchy!
You live for yourself!
You're beautiful and kick-ass! And like a female-warrior. You're resourceful, smart, tough, street-smart. You live life for yourself and not as others dictate and refuse to be branded into a category. You live apart from world and society.
Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
angie wrote on 11:11 PM.
Monday, February 23, 2004
SCORPIO WOMAN
A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.
A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident & deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman & so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman & despite her innocent & childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.
She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power & control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, & she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.
If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish & she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile & she can really hide her feeling.
She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people & you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.
She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash & throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favor ite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.
Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together & back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.
She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. it could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.
If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to ac cept things for now & wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.
She likes to make & spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke & have no name at the same time. She is too proud & will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody".
If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When
you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.
angie wrote on 8:28 PM.
Sunday, February 22, 2004
oh how this word intrigues me deeply... - pyromaniac -
i think i got an obsession with the power and greatness of fire...
angie wrote on 11:20 AM.
Saturday, February 21, 2004
hmm fri ah...wad did i do? nothing leh just went for training den wanted to run 10 rounds quite motivated le..den bloody hell back cramp coz of injury...injured on wed during frenly match ya...sian...yeap...den cannot run after that had dinner with karin reuben xiaoling chok and benji...stupid kenneth and yucheng ps...go home...so guai...buay ta han...ya...den today...had nike 1 on 1...bz sia...den after that had dinner with chok...hmm yeap...den met with michael...den he had dinner went to buy sumthing after that we went to cheers to buy drinks...he drink pepsi i drank mudshake...yay mudshake damn nice but now i feel abit shitty i think becoz of the alcohol haha...and i found out today that alot of people actually knew abt me being dead drunk after zouk...likes opps =X haha
angie wrote on 11:36 PM.
Thursday, February 19, 2004
hmm we lost the match well i din screw up think i did better den my last match ya hahaa...dunnno wad to sae also lazy to type too...going to do work nowww.
angie wrote on 10:28 PM.
Monday, February 16, 2004
heeeeyy...haha quite high now...yest's nike 1 on 1 cip made me feel happy...saw him...really din expect it and actually he was kinda the last person i wanted to seeeee...haix...but it's like so good to see him again...hope he din take to heart the loss...argh...aniwae nice try chok and edwin...and benji the bastard doesn't wan to play he wan to partor...but well it's his choice...wadeva...oh weeell..yeap den played bball after that den andrew came down...haha...yeap...oh weell...i dunno la...sian today's training isn't as bad as i expected la...oh well shd be happy actually i dun feel nervous abt vj haha...yeah...oh well just hope i dun screw up..
angie wrote on 8:24 PM.
Saturday, February 14, 2004
INSTALLING LOVE
Tech Support: Yes, Ma'am.... how can I help you?
Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love.
Can you guide me through the process?
Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?
Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?
Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart, ma'am?
Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?
Tech Support: What programs are running, ma'am?
Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.
Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off, ma'am?
Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?
Tech Support : With pleasure. Go to your start menu and evoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.
Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?
Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.
Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error - Program not run on external components ." What should I do?
Tech Support: Don't worry, ma'am. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non- technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.
Customer: So, what should I do?
Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.
Customer: Okay, done.
Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.
Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?
Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.
Customer: Thank you!
angie wrote on 9:57 PM.
angie wrote on 7:46 PM.
Friday, February 13, 2004
Artist: Five
Album: Kingsize
Title: Closer To Me
Constantly girl you're on my mind,
And girl i think about you all of the time
And even though words are hard to say,
Girl i miss you, never thought i'd feel this way.
If you keep on taking, my heart you'll be breaking so why do you do this to me?
You know how i'm feeling it's you i believe in baby can't you see that i need you?
You know that it's true.
Every time i see your face i miss you baby
You know that it's you.
I want to let you know you're driving me crazy.
I'd do anything to help you to see, i don't think you understand what you're doing to me.
You know that it's true.
Every now and then i want to call you baby.
You know that it's you.
I say a prayer that you'll come back to me lady.
Oh yeah.
Life ain't anything alone can't you see you're an angel in my eyes,
Everyday you're closer to me.
Nobody's there when i call your name,
And nights are cold girl without your flame.
But if i could girl i'd make you see.
That i'm sorry, and that i need you here with me.
If you keep on taking, my heart you'll be breaking so why do you do this to me?
You know how i'm feeling it's you i believe in baby can't you see that i need you?
You know that it's true.
Every time i see your face i miss you baby
You know that it's you.
I want to let you know you're driving me crazy.
I'd do anything to help you to see, i don't think you understand what you're doing to me.
You know that it's true.
Every now and then i want to call you baby.
You know that it's you.
I say a prayer that you'll come back to me lady.
Oh yeah.
Life ain't anything alone can't you see you're an angel in my eyes,
Everyday you're closer to me.
Every day reminisce with the past
Of a love that we thought would last.
How we used to be when it was you and me.
How did it all disappear so fast.
There are days that i can't forget
There are things that i now regret.
I was there for you when you were there for me, and i was thinkin' we were set.
Every night when i'm laying in my bed
I hear your voice going round in my head, think of all the things i could have done and all those things i could have said.
I really will make it up to you
I know now what i've got to do,
It took time but now i've realised how much i'm missing you.
You know that it's true.
Every time i see your face i miss you baby
You know that it's you.
I want to let you know you're driving me crazy.
I'd do anything to help you to see, i don't think you understand what you're doing to me.
You know that it's true.
Every now and then i want to call you baby.
You know that it's you.
I say a prayer that you'll come back to me lady.
Oh yeah.
Life ain't anything alone can't you see you're an angel in my eyes,
Everyday you're closer to me.
angie wrote on 10:00 PM.
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
aniwae was quite nervous today so pe that time i super high la...haha run 3 rounds...i never come back fourth frm running for pe before lor haha acheivemnt...cLAaaPpp...haha...den warm up 3 rounds...also piah...i actually came back like not lagging haha...but my energy is just like eating off frm my nervousness so the more nervous i am the more energy i have hehe...yea...but today totally sucked la...screwed up...andd...erm haha ya...den nervous la...haix...hope the next game will be better and i felt like so sick lar during the game and all...sux...i think i like totally screwed my digestive system but who cares...sux la...oh ya gotta go get vdae pressie...haha...sian no moneeeeeyyy hehe..but actually i din screw up as bad as i thought i would...and i din get scolded as much as i thought i would but she still sux la...like seriously...
angie wrote on 11:19 PM.
angie wrote on 11:09 PM.
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you
basically this is how i feel about bball la...sumtimes ya i embrace it i love it but there are times that even when i wan to run away frm it i can't oh well...the stuff life does to u
angie wrote on 7:37 PM.
Monday, February 09, 2004
this morning suffered frm puking syndrome haah din go to sch in the end...dunno why but i was like some knocked out case that couldn't open my eyes la...so din go to sch but end up travelling all over singapore with michael...bleah we had like a really long talk...last nite too...feels so gd to have someone like him to talk to again...yeap...aniwae doctor saes i shdn't do ani physical training...rite...haha so wad abt the frenly match...play dun play...die dun die? wad the hell lor...haha...
angie wrote on 10:32 PM.
Album: Meteora
Title: Faint
I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints, but I can help the fact, that everybody can see these scars
What I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I am a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand, I do what I can, but sometimes I don't make sense
I say what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, for once just to hear me out
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
angie wrote on 12:42 PM.
Album: Meteora
Title: Figure.09
Nothin’ ever stops all these thoughts n’ the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin’
It's like nothin’ I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
‘Cuz from the infinite words I can say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of settin’ it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
It never goes away [x2]
And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you
Hearin’ your name the memories come back again
I remember when it started happenin’
I see you n’ every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I was committin’ myself to em n’ everyday
I regret sayin’ those things ‘cuz now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
It never goes away [x2]
And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you
It never goes away [x4]
Get away from me!
Give me my space back you gotta just
Go!
Everything comes down the memories of
You!
I Kept it in without lettin’ you
Know!
I Let you go so get away from
Me!
Give me my space back you gotta just
Go!
Everything comes down the memories of
You!
I Kept it in without lettin’ you
Know!
I Let you go
And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you
I've let myself become you
I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you
angie wrote on 12:42 PM.
Sunday, February 08, 2004
aniwae this is just how i feel today...HIIIIII~! =) *BLeArugHHH*...*sounds of someone puking* yeap...my stomach is still screwed up upside down i just feel damn bloody sick and there is cross country tml...mabbe i shd just rest at home...and like study for test...so i wun feel like SO sick la...wait but my ws are in sch rite...those to study for...oh well...tml morning shall tell...
angie wrote on 10:00 PM.
angie wrote on 9:58 PM.
cong chu sheng na nian jiu piao zhe
tong nian de dang chui qian
shui ji yi zhi huang dao xian zai
do sa sa xi lo xi la so la xi xi xi xi la xi la so
chui zhe qian zhe wang zhe tian kong
wo xiang qi hua ban xiang qi hua luo
wei ni qiao ke de na yi tian
hua luo de na yi tian
jiao shi de na yi jian
wo zhen me kan bu jian
xiao shi de xia yu tian
wo hao xiang zai lin yi bian
mei xiang dao shi qu de yong qi wo liu zhe
hao xiang zai wen yi bian
ni hui deng dai hai shi li kai
gua feng zhe tian
wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
dan pian pian
yu jian jian
da dao wo kan ni bu qian
hai yao duo jiu
wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
deng dao fang qing de na tian
ye xu wo hui bi jian hao yi dian
cong qian cong qian
you ke ren ai ni hen jiu
dan pian pian
feng jian jian
ba ju li chui de hao yuan
hao bu rong yi
you neng zai duo ai yi tian
tan gu shi de zhui hou ni hao xiang hai shi shuo le bai bai
wei ni qiao ke de na yi tian
hua luo de na yi tian
jiao shi de na yi jian
wo zhen me kan bu jian
xiao shi de xia yu tian
wo hao xiang zai lin yi bian
mei xiang dao shi qu de yong qi wo liu zhe
hao xiang zai wen yi bian
ni hui deng dai hai shi li kai
gua feng zhe tian
wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
dan pian pian
yu jian jian
da dao wo kan ni bu qian
hai yao duo jiu
wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
deng dao fang qing de na tian
ye xu wo hui bi jian hao yi dian
cong qian cong qian
you ke ren ai ni hen jiu
dan pian pian
feng jian jian
ba ju li chui de hao yuan
hao bu rong yi
you neng zai duo ai yi tian
tan gu shi de zhui hou ni hao xiang hai shi shuo le bai bai
gua feng zhe tian
wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
dan pian pian
yu jian jian
da dao wo kan ni bu qian
hai yao duo jiu
wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
deng dao fang qing de na tian
ye xu wo hui bi jian hao yi dian
cong qian cong qian
you ke ren ai ni hen jiu
dan pian pian
feng jian jian
ba ju li chui de hao yuan
hao bu rong yi
you neng zai duo ai yi tian
tan gu shi de zhui hou ni hao xiang hai shi shuo le bai
angie wrote on 1:36 PM.
Thursday, February 05, 2004
serious case of indigestion i dunno why must be like overexhausted body system too...i'm like playing bball everyday except on thurs...so everything i eat comes back up...goes out the wrong hole...except stuff i eat for break...and i have no idea why...this sux...dun even know whether can train tml...sucky man
angie wrote on 9:30 PM.
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
today had traininggg...aiyah sian lor...den dunno why after ten rounds...might have been the weather i went to the toilet to puke...haha...yeap...dun even know why i am laughing when i actually puked haha...mabbe din eat anithing also...ya...den sprained my thumb...while trying to reject a ball...like oww...having difficulty sms-ing and typing and writing...haha i even wonder how can i type so fast...yeah...den came home la...oh have to get like 100 bucks frm my mum for the malacca trip...bleah...
angie wrote on 8:34 PM.
Monday, February 02, 2004
hmm was eventful week la...
monday to like...wed was totally bball after sch...den on thurs...went for like 1st class outing...everyone shd just like applaude la...haha..yeap..we went for lunch...den went to ikea to get like class stuff...aniwae needed a break frm like endless bball la...haha...=) yeap...den on friday...had training...tio kan like...siao felt super pissed...like damn pissed...den went to westmall to meet philene and kimhuat den we makan-ed...den i like super bully kimhuat...PHILENE...dun kill me...haha...yeap den i wen to her house den we watched this french show taxi...which was like damn super funny la...yeap...den went home late...den sat...woke up late too...at abt 9 plus den went to sch to like train...shoot ard...michael went down too...hehe...den we played like 4 on 2...me jasmine...jasmine lu...whom we call toilet and selina...against amos and michael...and we won...den the guys had like frenly match with the old seniors...like very old la...haha...yeap and we finally won...so happy for u guys man...hehe...jiayou =) yeap...den went out to makan with toilet and jasmine...we went lido den after that we went to queensway i bought like...water bottle and shorts...haha...bball shorts...yeap...jasmine buy so many things lor feel like smacking her...haha...yeap...sunday...went out to play bball yeap like went all over singapore la...we ended up in ajunied ( i think is spelt liddat la) and hougang...wah nearly like got into fight with ah beng la...haha always go with michael will always liddat becoz he too fast le den they cannot stop him so they wan to cheat haha ;) dunno who more lousy haha...den...monday...yeap was public holiday...met up with the guys...kenneth yucheng andrew jasmine and toilet...haha den we went to cairnhill cc to play la...played until like 6 plus? den i went with toilet to braddell heights to play bball haha...dunno why also...den met toilet's frens...all siao siao one...mad mad one...den there were these TALL guys like totally TALL la...wah piang still can dunk...wad the fuck lor and only in sec sch...den shooting still go zhun...wah lao lor...smack them la...ahahaha but i dunwan to die to young...den reached home at like 11...sunday also...den everynite go home so late...haha...yeap that was like basically my weekend la...lala...
angie wrote on 11:37 PM.