Monday, September 29, 2003

when u get really tired of something sumtimes...u are like haix...tired...period...but when u really get too tired...u are like...okae fuck...u start to hate it...yeap...but den again it is also very tiring to hate...it's better to love...but some people just dun deserve yr love...mabbe i'm being mean...goSh...like..."so sorry" hey but i can't help it...some people just deserve it...shit actually i dun even know wad i'm rambling abt so i doubt it would make sense to anione...it's yr own worth that gets u far...not trying to suck up...oh it will get u sumwhere not very far...and someday...u might even become USELESS...look people shd actually learn frm this stuff...

Parable Number 1
A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A small rabbit saw the crow, and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long? The crow answered: "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Management Lesson: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

Parable Number 2
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy". " Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients." The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to each the first branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon he was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.

Management Lesson: Bullshit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you
there.

Parable Number 3

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold; the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him!

Management Lesson:
1) Not everyone who drops shit on you is your enemy.
2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
3) And when you're in deep shit, keep your mouth shut!

Parable Number 4
The boy rode on the donkey and the old man walked. As they went along, some people remarked "It is a shame the old man is walking and the boy is riding." The man and boy thought maybe the critics were right, so they changed positions. Later, they passed some people that remarked, "What a shame, he makes that little boy walk." They decided they both would walk! Soon they passed some more people who thought they were stupid to walk when they had a decent donkey to ride. So the oth of them rode the donkey! Now they passed some people that shamed them saying "How awful to put such a load on a poor donkey." The boy and man said they were probably right so they decided to carry the donkey. As they crossed a bridge, they lost their grip on the animal who fell into the river and drowned.

Management Lesson: If you try to please everyone, you will eventually lose
your ass.

Saturday, September 27, 2003

A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when youve
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention.


What kind of girl are you?
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okae...now i'm gonna talk abt recent events haha...adeline like so hates her acjc class...except JOEL i can so bet...haha coz lemme quote ade "he's so hot~!!" haha...can almost imagine her saying it...basically on wed it was weiting's bdae so we like stripped him and all wasted a whole chocolate cake it's everywhere...and played with noodles and charsiew...sword fight...dancing on the benches outside the class...and the finale was when weiting jiaqi and veron rolled down the hill outside the class on purpose...gosh...i swear veron is getting retarded by day...yeap it's damn funny...too bad we din get it down on film....gosh...retards...yeap....today went out...was class outing...haha impromptu one too...CS..class outing that is...erm...me veron sweekee leyhong adeline...jiaqi weiting...shaun alvin glenn...michael kenneth...and zhiyeu and joshua...so many people play CS lor it became quite a headache den after that me...shaun jiaqi weiting alvin veron and adeline went to far east to makan den we went home...had tuition just now finally got some work done...yeap...haix...think i gonna sleep now...yeah so TIRED...slept thru the whole day today man...

oh gosh my post disappeared la...liew...haix...yeah...erm sch so far...has been fun...hehe...thanx to my class...recently so close to them...and adeline...has really made my life much more better...oh wed's bball meeting was a total...i dunno wad to sae...ya...aniwae...decided that i am going to play MY own game...and improve on my own standards...so as long as i dun let myself down...den it's okae...like so screw everyone else...it's like fucking up my whole life...yeap...okaee...that might have sounded abit harsh ya but still...going to bball nowadays is like the sake of going ya...it's nothing fun animore...wad fun...it's just to go there...trash some people...make u feel good...and that's the end of it...heck even the guys are nicer...ya...okae...sounds as if i'm blaming some people...ya but still...no offence to anione...but it's so screwed...aniwae...i finally finally resolved to piah the last week and not let myself down...i AM going to get PROMOTED...hear me...PROMOTED...god damn it i'm not gonna get retained...i wan out...asap...i'm not gonna stay another god damn fucking year...sheesh...damn feel so much better after typing that haha...yeap...haix...i dunno my life is so screwed...PERIOD...oo can't wait for the end of promos...i got a 5 day 4 nite class chalet it's like not going home for 1 week...gosh i think can like bring luggage there liao...guess would have to go home periodically haha...yeap den we are going zouk i am going in...yay...i can go in...mambo nite...jealous people? u all dun get to go in coz u all are god damn UNDERAGE...hmm gonna go out study tml problem is wheRreee? haix...stupid library closed for renovations...dun they know it's the exam period...STUPID...haix...yeap...i guess that would be enough for one nite...now...tataz people..

Thursday, September 18, 2003

You're a Ruby. You are very outgoing and wild. You
are confident, yet sometimes you go overboard.
You are vibrant and full of life...just like
the color red.


What Jewel Are You?
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Thursday, September 11, 2003

tuesday and wednesday was study day wiTthh haha 5 hrs of CS on the total for 2 days...man feel like sUcHa sLacKer...haha i'm like getting hooked on CS man...damnit...haha...yeap...den erm today thurs...slacked again watched qi play is wad warhammer game...it's like really slow progress until they start attacking den i get to throw alot of die...haha...yeap...yay tml going to my country club to play...woohoo...let's see if i can invite nianying haha...aiyah she dunwan go...darn...

Monday, September 08, 2003

you are the "I hate you so bad" happy bunny. You hate everyone and eveything and your not ashamed of it.


which happy bunny are you?
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You represent... playfulness.
Playfulness can often be mistaken for sluttiness or flirtiness... Flirting is something you enjoy doing, but you're mostly just about having fun. You're into partying, and it's seems that people enjoy your company as much as you enjoy their's.


What feeling do you represent?
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saturday was officially ANTI social day...was looking for some companionship...went ard with philene for awhile den it's back to lonely me myself and i...buried myself in books at orchard lib...my mother thought that there was sumthing wrong with me haha...yeap...but felt quite antisocial...felt that there was nothing to be happy abt...yeap...sunday...went out with nianying...haha...very lazy to elaborate la coz nothing fantastic happened..today went to serene to study at abt 9 plus...with qiqi tingting and zhiyeu...yeap den don came...den we had this buffet lunch..*puKes* yeap den alvin and shaun came and promptly distracted all of us...thus all of us made our way to coronation for the guys to play counterstrike...pls note..i was the ONLY girl...yeap pity me...i need lots of that...ended up sitting next to qiqi and watching them play fell asleep for awhile...after that 2 hrs wasted i went back to coro to study for another hour plus...saw liquan...she's still the same hehe...went to have dinner with granddad...yeap that's abt it...

i wanna find inner peace again...like those days...late in the nite at the beach with the silence the stars the sand and the sea...or the stone structures by the sch track...where i could just lie and feel the breeze...or the quiet afternoons where i would lie on the bball courts and look at the clouds roll by...hmm..carefree days...wanna go to the beach soon hehe...

Sunday, September 07, 2003

You need a really sweet, romantic guy that you can cuddle with. He'd have to be really protective and kind to you, and always be there when you need cheering up.


What kind of boyfriend do you need?
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Saturday, September 06, 2003

okAeeeee guilt just set in haha abt not updating the blOggg...

monday...
was sTuDy day haha woke up went swimming in the morn den had sushi lunch with mummy brother and granddad...yeap...den went to serene centre to study with weimin...den justin jiaqi matthew shaun qing and shermaine came too...yeaps...
tuesday...
was nOrMaL yeap nothing new theree...
wed...
was sucky coz we had like gp mock...bLEaH lIke tOtaLLy...
thurs...
was PE yeah...basketball...this time i got to shoot but the guys got to mark me like f*cKkkk~!
fri...
cheena mock...urgh...sch ended early though hehe...yeaps...den like after that went to play bball yeSss...haha with shaun matthew and zhiyeu...yeap...den played with zhijian and his frens yeap...after that went home la...sO siaan...haix...den went home with matthew took the same bus...den came online to chat la...sux...
sat...
i think i'm going out later...cYa...gotta shower now

yaYyyy hoLidAy hOLidAyYy...~!!!!

Monday, September 01, 2003

Starting time: 10.53pm
1. [What is your full name] chan xin yi
2. [nickname] angela ange angel
3. [bday] 23/10/1986
4. [Age] 16 going on to 17
5. [Sex] female
6. [Social Security] -
7. [Where were you born] singapore, thomson medical
8. [where you live now] singapore, bukit timah
9. [Zodiac sign] libra/scorpio
10. [What grade are you in and what school do you attend] j1 @ cjc
11. [siblings and their ages] brother 13
12. [do you get along] yeah at times
13. [Pets] none
14. [Righty or Lefty] rigHty =)
15. [bedtime] erm late or rather so late it's early
16. [Hair color] fusion of colours...been dyed too many times it wun go back to being black
17. [Eye color] dark brown
18. [Do you wear contacts or glasses] glasses...contacts at times
19. [Do you have any piercings] yeaps...5 on the ears...3 on the left 2 on the right
20. [tattoos] nah
21. [scars] yeap
22. [Height] 168
23. [Do you wear any rings] on my necklace
24. [What shoes do you wear] adidas superstar
25. [drove a car] daytona?
26. [met someone new] oh it's an everyday thing
27. [done laundry] nah
28. [cried] yeap
29. [wore a skirt] does the sch uniform count?
30. [How are you today] okae i guess
31. [wearing] my pjs
32. [thinking about] fuck the chem and maths test tml
33. [What does your hair look like at the moment] wet and straight
34. [What song are you listening to right now] jay chou
35. [What was the last thing you ate and/or drank] 100 plus
36. [How is the weather right now] i dunno
37. [Last person u talked to on the phone] my godbrother
38. [watching] the computer monitor?
39. [what time is it] 10.58pm

*****DO YOU BELIEVE IN ******
40. [yourself] yeap
41. [friends] yeah but some have let me down
42. [best friends of the opposite sex] why not...but some of them are such a let down
43. [santa claus] used to
44. [tooth fairy] used to
45. [angels] yeap
46. [ghosts] eh to a certain extent
47. [aliens] nah
48. [God] yeap

*******MORE ABOUT YOU!*******
49. [what are the last four digits of ur phone number] 6402
50. [Do you like the person who sent this to you] yeap my cousin leh
51. [how do you eat an Oreo] split it into 2 lick off the white parts den eat the cookie
52. [If you were a crayon what color would you be] purple or pink mabbe rainbow coloured
53. [Have you ever almost died] i dunno
54. [What's the best advice ever given to you] can't remember
55. [Have you ever won any special award] eh my swimming trophies
56. [Do you like to dance] yeap esp clubbing...it so rox
57. [Worst sickness you've ever had] my injury
58. [What's the stupidest thing you have ever done] eh can't remember but let's not even go there
59. [What's the next CD you are going to buy] eh i dunno
60. [What sport you hate the most] running aimlessly
61. [Place for a dream house] by the beach
62. [How many kids do you want to have] i dunno
63. [Have you ever sprained/broken/fractured a bone] nah...well not sure
64. [Who do you tell your dreams to] my frens?
65. [What are you most scared of] eh being alone
66. [How many tv's do you have in your house] 2
67. [Do you have your own? tv] nah
68. [do you have your own phone line] hp line
69. [do you sleep with a stuffed animal] yeap loads of them
70. [Are you shy] nah
71. [Are you outgoing] well sort of
72. [Who is the loudest friend you have] joshua...but he's a classmate not a fren
73. [Who is the quietest friend you have] erm nianying?
74. [Who looks the worst in the morning] eh me...if i dun get enough sleep
75. [Who's the messiest eater] my brother
76. [Who's the slowest eater] shao qing
77. [Who's the bossiest] oh let's not even bother pointing fingers at anione...
78. [Who is the 'mom' outta your friends] eh...someone i used to be close with
79. [who are the top 3 hottest guys/girls u know] eH...wouldn't be nice to name it here haha
80. [who's the weirdest] oh i have ALOT of weird frens...
81. [who is the funniest] janice~!
82. [who do you go to for advice] my godbrothers and close frens
83. [who do you think about most when you're not happy] i dun wan to bother pointing my fingers again
84. [who do you cry with] myself or the people i talk to
85. [what's the best feeling in the world] love
86. [when's the last time you cried] eh not long ago
87. [is cheerleading a sport] oh yeah bring it on
88. [How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop] i dunno but will keep it in mind to count next time
89. [Which came first the chicken or the egg] i dunno chicken?
90. [Root Beer or Dr. Pepper] coke
91. [vanilla or chocolate] both
92. [Love or lust] love
93. [silver or gold] silver
94. [skinny dipping] nah
95. [What's your favorite color] pretty colours
96. [What's your favorite band/singer] energy/jay chou
97. [What do you dream about] stuff that revolves round my life
98. [Favorite song] no favs...there are like too many gd songs ard
99. [Do you like to sing in the shower] yeap
100. [Had an imaginary friend] oh yeah...hi xiaoli
101. [Wanted to "hook up" with a friend] eh yeap...at times
102. [Cried during a movie] always
103. [Had a crush on a teacher] eh eWwww
104. [What is the first thing you think about when you wake up in the morning] sleep~

*****Preference*****
105. [Sleep on your back, stomach or side] back
106. [Adidas, Nike, or Reebok] adidas or nike hate reebok
107. [Croutons or Bacon Bits] croutons
108. [2 doors or 4 (on a car)] 2...ooo speed demon
109. [Bridges or Tunnels] bridges
110. [One pillow or two?] one
111. [Salt or butter flavored popcorn] sweet
112. [Fizzy or still water] both just love my drinks cold
113. [Red whine or white wine] none

*****Word Association - (1st Thing That Comes To Mind)*****
114. [Rubber Gloves] eh gloves?
115. [Disney Character] winnie the pooh
116. [Fast Food place] macs
117. [Board Game] monopoly
118. [Rock] stone
119. [Blue] the band
120. [Wet] wild
121. [Cry] river
122. [Peanut Butter] snoopy
123. [Hay] haystack
124. [Paper] paper clip
125. [Wood] woodstock
126. [Yellow] yellow pages
127. [Laugh] joy
128. [Ugly] u.g.l.y
129. [Happy] happiness

******YOU AND LOVE******
130. [Do you believe in love] yeah
131. [Do you have a girlfriend or a boyfriend] nah
132. [do you have a crush] yeap
133. [who is your crush] would i tell u? nah
134. [are you sending this to your crush] no...it's gonna be on my blog
135. [do you believe in love at first sight] yeap
136. [What song do you want played at your wedding] i dunno
137. [Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with] with sumone whom i love and loves me
138. [Do you find yourself attractive] in some ways
139. [What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex] looks
140. [are you too shy to ask someone out] eh nah

*****When was the last time you...*****

141. [Took a shower] at 10.39pm on 1st September 2003
142. [Watched Bambi] ages ago
143. [Got a real letter] eh...sometime back
144. [Wished upon a star] long ago
145. [Asked someone for forgiveness] long time ago
146. [Hugged someone] today...my mummy
147. [Kissed someone] my mummy today too
148. [Ate something] eh today?
149. [Called someone] nah sumone called me...but called sumone today too

*******What is your...*******

150. [Good luck charm] i dunno
151. [Bedroom like] messy
152. [Favorite Breakfast food] i dun really like breakfast
153. [Favorite lunch food] neither lunch
154. [Best thing that happened to you today] eh actually getting down to study

*****What do you think about the following*****
155. [Abortion] bad
156. [Homosexuality] okae
157. [Rap] jay~!
158. [Classical] sleepy stuff
159. [Oldies] dun like
160. [Swing] dun like too

**********PICK ONE: THIS OR THAT**********

161. [lights on/off] on
162. [sun or rain or snow] rain
163. [mickey D's (McDonalds) or BK (burger king)] macs
164. [do you like scary movies or happy movies better] happy
165. [backstreet boys or NSYNC] none...energy~!
166. [on the phone or in person] depends
167. [summer or winter] winter
168. [chocolate or white milk] chocolate milk
169. [CD or tape] cd
170. [hugs or kisses] both
171. [cake or pie] either...wadeva tastes good
172. [cats or dogs] doggies
173. [mud or jello wrestling] neither
174. [skiing or boarding] boarding
175. [day or night] both
176. [sunset or sunrise] both are just as beautiful
177. [diamond or pearls] diamonds

*******YOUR FAVES*******

178. [candy] anithing yummy
179. [Beverage] eh anithing cold
180. [cartoon characters] winnie the pooh...and frens
181. [sport(s)] BASKETBALL 4EVA~!
182. [Song] no favs too many gd ones
183. [favorite actor or actress] orlando bloom
184. [Favourite movie] too many to list
185. [tv show] hardly watch tv
186. [Favourite food] erm no favs in particular
187. [ice cream] ooo tough decision
188. [subject] hate studying
189. [shampoo] follow me green tea
190. [favourite month] december
191. [favourite number] 7
192. [favourite person to talk to online] my close frens

******HAVE YOU EVER******
193. [cut your hair yourself] yeap
194. [been on stage] yeah
195. [Ever thought an animated character was hot] yeap loads of times
196. [kept a secret from everyone] yeah
197. [been hurt emotionally] yes
198. [been in a car accident] yeap but i wasn't hurt
199. [put a body part on fire for amusement] nope but kenny lit his fart
200. [drank] oh yeah bring on the alcohol
201. [smoked] nope
202. [broke the law] eh jaywalking?
203. [ran from the cops] for wad?
204. [made yourself cry to get outta trouble] nah
205. [tried to kill yourself] eh thought of doing so
206. [made your self throw up] eh yea
207. [ever been in love] yes
208. [loved someone so much it made you cry] yeap
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