Tuesday, November 30, 2004

hmm today i woke up like super early la.526am.dunno for wad sia.den i met the guys at choa chu kang mrt la.the guys din play as well as that day sadly.today im so proud of the girls.i think it was better la.and we din lose by too much 27-29.im so proud of everyone la (: yeap.we nearly got into a fight with this stupid teacher la.not me la.jackie.den we went lot 1 to makan.i never go before.haha.after that went to town with debb and ner.den we met kaden leonard caiyuan and daryl.ya they wanted to watch movie.i have to come home and PACK.dang.yeap.today's the stupid beijing day.actually the thing i like most abt going holiday is checking in.its like dumping away reality.and u only get it back once u pass the customs upon arrival back in singapore.gonna see my darling flea later.and make use of all the free outgoing in the airport.hah.gonna miss everyone.gd luck for all the frenly matches i wun be ard for.u guys can do it (:

Monday, November 29, 2004

glad today's training went well.and im so not ah lian la.pls.my hair is STYLO.kj still thought i had hair extensions.but nah.its au natural.haha.its damn zai la.coach also saw.but she din sae much.the hair makes me look for xia lan.hah.today's training was good la.i think tml will go well.we will win (: i know we will.we have what it takes.cos we are zai.heh.lala.tml morn so early.must call nerita.and debb later.ask them what time to meet.heh.lala. (: leaving on holiday le.everyone will miss me.i know they will la.hah.yeap.no la.i will miss everyone.debb.nerita.drew.and the team la.yes.irritating leonard included.will bring presents back.la.nerita.bought my presents from egypt la.super nice.my lucky bettle.i love it can (: thank you veri muchie

Sunday, November 28, 2004

this morning.woke up early.den went to highlight my hair.ya.leonard went with me.its gorgeous la.pink (: pinky.lala.after that went to town meet philene.miss her loads.den she gave me the long due bdae present.will take pictures soon.its darn nice. -bling bling- after that benji came to meet us.den we walked around.basically din do much today.except eat.walked around loads.and talked alot.went to perlini's silver many times.the necklace and earrings are damn nice.just waiting.dreaming.and hoping.that this year.christmas.will be a nice one (:

me and pinky highlights.the colour is called.fire red.sounds like the pokemon game.
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hehs the mirror is dirrrtae
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my pink tail (:
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la.my newly highlighted hair (:
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this if for your flea.my bestest fren alive.ever (:

philene.
though i may not have known you for the longest time ever.
in my heart.
i know.
you are always here to stay.
the distance between us.
doesnt cause us to drift apart.
it allows us to continue running this never ending race.
and one day.
we will be side by side.
finishing this race in life.
together.
hand in hand.
your courage.
and fearlessness.
is my constant source of support.
in the face of adversity.
your advice.
priceless.
your happiness.
infectious.
now that you have found what you have always been seeking.
im happy for you.
truly i am.
i am thankful.
that you din have to go through.
what i had to.
but im glad.
knowing that you will be happy.
and that in turn.
so will i. (:
all i hope is that.
this will never change.
forever.
and that.
we will remain.
as always.
frens forever.

love ya (:

Saturday, November 27, 2004

i just wanna sae.i have no tolerance for people.whos priorities arent right when it comes to basketball.hah.serve you right if u get kicked out.HAH.bleah.oh well today.i talked with andrew until 4am la.now i just have this persistent headache.den when i set alarm to get up early.everyone disturbs my sleep.before my alarm rings.but it never happens when i dont set alarm.so irritating.den went to play basketball this morning at queenstown cc.with jasmine eric leonard and chingyu.it was damn fun la.hah.trashed ass again.somehow playing outside is so diff frm playing in sch.after that went to town with jasmine.den leonard came to look for us after he showered.den andrew came.den we talk cock la.met sandy.hah.she's damn loud la.but entertaining.much to the amusement of many aunties in our vincinity.haha.and us too for that matter.hmm after that took bus to choa chu kang with jas and leonard.den leonard took mrt with me to woodlands.when he could get off at marsiling.so nice of him (: den after that.tml hes going to bring me to dye hair.and he saes if its more than 20 he will pay the balance (: haha something is wrong la.today he's damn nice la.haha.oh well.i should be thankful.maybe my christmas wish will come true.went to perlini's silver today la.the stuff there is gorgeous la.haha. (: esp the necklaces and the earrings.wah i will just die happy if someone gets it for me for christmas la.wait die already cannot wear.tml nite.meeting philene and benji for dinner (: lala.miss them both loads la. (: oh and i bought a bag today.its brown and super nice la.lala.

Friday, November 26, 2004

yest.was damn tiring la.in the morning had frenly match la.ya.it was okae 23-34.we lost.yeap.oh wells.not too bad for the first match.the guys match is like damn zai la.some of them are like.woah.hah.super zai la.(: yeap.after that we went for the nike thing la.ya.well it rained.den everywhere else was wet la.nike has lousy logistics nia.den debb and ner had to leave in the end so left me jas kj sel and eryan to play la.ya.hah.not too bad la. (: yeap.hais.some issues are still so screwed up.and i have no idea how to handle them in whatsoever way.only time will tell.but to me i feel its a huge disappointment.at the lack of ability to handle some issues.everyone is different.what they expect of us.we cannot give.what we expect of them.they cannot give too.cadbury is right.its gonna be very hard to meet a compromise.i only hope that this will not affect the game play.and really.its not our fault.now EVERYTHING is our fault.we have never despised anyone.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Artist: Yellowcard
Album: Ocean Avenue
Title: Only One


Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Artist: Tata Young
Album: I Believe
Title: Cinderella


When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory

I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me

I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself

Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am
Don't need nobody taking care of me

I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing

I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself

I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free

I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

yes.joyceh just told me that im a bitch on court.yeah i know it.but i cant really help it.i dunno.its complicating to exercise authority when i feel its needed but maintain relationships out of court.if i could choose i rather get scolded along with everyone den having to scold everyone.i dunno its not easy.so decisions are arent up to me but when people feel unhappy about it.i will feel that its my fault.yes i know i cant help it.there is of course in everyone so much tolerance and patience.yes frustrations build up.i know u all like the way selina talk to u and all.very nice rite.but truth is i haven seen selina angry before.except when she cant score.ya.but that is not the point.selina is selina and i am who i am.i cant exercise that tone and expression.i dunno i can try.but its not me.and but if u all feel that.if selina would make a better captain or vice captain den u all should speak up.and suggest and request a change.a team will only improve.when the players in it feel that.they are motivated by their teammates.their coach.and of course.their captains.but if u all feel that it is affecting your performance.den i suggest that u all suggest a change for the better.cos if everyone keeps quiet.it wont go anywhere.and.that.its a trying period for everyone.i have not been a vice capt before.i dunno how to go about it.if no one tells me i dunno.yes everyone knows what they want.but until they experience it.they know.its not a pretty job.haix.this sucks.

tml's the frenly match.i pray that.we will play with the strength and courage.with the pride.and not to be afraid.and to play our best.and that we would grow and succeed as a team.i really do.

to debb.i hope that today has not affected you much i really hope so.i hope that.our frenship will still be like before and that today's incident has not affected it.and i apologise for any unhappiness i have caused you.

to joyceh.im glad u understand.and sorry.i cant help it.i am the bitch.oh well i will try. (:

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

lala.today's training was darn fun la.got jerseys.suck la.totally print wrongly.now i have to take 9.i swear its fated that we cant be together.and the thing i absolutely detest is having a jersey with the same number as someone else.supposed to be able to colour my hair tml.but no.oh well.it just sucks.

hah sian din go for cip again today.getting slacky.hah.this morn woke up den went to school to teach joyceh maths.hah hope that i have been some help.den went to clementi to look for leonard and get my handphone fixed.hehs.now the screen will be like scratch proof.hah.after that we went to bugis to cut hair.quite pleased with my haircut i sae.hah.yeap.its quite funky.joyceh saes it looks jappy.deborah kept laughing.leonard was actually nice about it.and said OKAY.im surprised.after that me deborah and leonard went to watch the incredibles.its damn cute la.ya.after that i went to meet joyceh in town.den we walked ard.went to look for brock la.den din manage to see the girl who looks like a guy who he thinks is chio.maybe he should be like handsome.but trust me.its not both.joyceh kenna suaned like shit.i got nothing to sae.haha.nothing to do ma.den went home.yay.just talked on the phone with philene for very long la.i miss her loads can. (: yay we are meeting up.meet up.meet up.i love flea (:

Monday, November 22, 2004

i hate it when people sae im slack.he always sae that.like wadeva la.and so do some other people.well what i wish for christmas is for leonard to stop irritating me.hah.bet he feels uncomfortable if he doesnt.but i feel uncomfortable when he does.really la.he's mad.it wun hurt for him to grow some senses and be more sensitive towards others.bet he wasnt around when they were giving them out.bleah.

Sunday, November 21, 2004

hmm wells gonna cut hair tml.it better be good la.hehs.too bad cannot colour.sian.shall go colour another day with debb i think.ya.i wan to colour my hair den it will be so funkyfied la.yeap. (: haven found a haircut i wanna get yet.damn better find one soon

Saturday, November 20, 2004

today.was.sucky.woke up weirdly.door bell was ringing non stop la.den i thought some ass din bring house keys.went to the door in my tee and hugging bolster.to open the door.and to my.i dunno wad.wasnt awake enough to be embaressed.realised that it was my brother's fren.oh well.i dont really care.haha.went to do cip.SUCKS.that is all i can sae today.it freaking sucks.when u have bitches in charge la.the silkpro representative is even more zai.she comes later den us and leaves earlier den us.and breaks more den us.hah.good job.yes.and everything is our fault.wad a bitch.'are u doing silkpro booth tml?' 'eh.no.tml we are doing security.' 'eh if u do the silkpro booth in the future...' 'eh no.not doing animore.' sucks la really.met andrew before cip.den we went to disturb brock.his working environment is shiok la.den.summore got pay.unfair.den he asked me and andrew to look at this girl.he ask us pretty not.really SHE looks like a HE.haha.andrew even said look like fatty loh.hah.yeah.after that during brock's dinner break.he came to look for us.den sae eat dinner with us.but turn of events din allow us to.den he angry la.i sae i sit with him he also angry.lucky he din like sae loudly or suan me much.not my fault wad.bleah.haha yes.we are like now.switching loyalties.weiqi is like.wah.haha.zai.hehs.i can envision a better cip life already. (: fuck the day cos its over.and the shampoo silkpro is actually not bad.will wait until tml before i make a more detailed view.

my shooting sucks.40% accuracy.what the fuck.

Friday, November 19, 2004

erm ya mistake on my part.its yumiko la.haha.aiyah im totally lazyfied la.hah.yeap.den haven blogged in ages.yeap.so on wed.leonard and kaden.went to do cip la.the girls din do.cos.eh.hah.we got training la.ya.hehs.den had dinner with joyceh and bought them dinner with joyceh's money.hah i was broke.i still owe joyceh money.im broke.really broke.i could do with a high paying job.like NOW.now la.haix.on thurs i went to do cip.leonard din do.cos kaden din do.den he came to disturb us la.yeah after that he went to eat dinner with me.den we met kaden.cos kaden wan to buy some dvd la.ya.today got training.coach said.dun care us.hah.damn funny la.ya.den den.den frenly coming i scared la.super scared la.against unity sec.unity la.kao.sec sch.kao.we are screwed.haix.den after that went to do cip.they wan to promote us la.den we made like many frens too la.their food sucks.period.they should do something about it la.really lor.bleah.we made brock come over during his break la.den ask him to buy silkpro stuff.den he dunwan.but he treat me sel and kj each a bottle of drink.damn nice of him la. (: yeah.den i sold like facial wash to nigel.hah.we combined sold like this silk bath foam to yanying and weiqi la.haha.i think we are damn zai la.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

hmm today had self train.7.45.hais.really to me i think it was the pits.not meaning to discourage anione or anithing.but.i just feel dejected.cos we are REALLY.not ready.yeap.haix.on a lighter note.we went to far east for lunch before ner goes to egypt.shes on the plane now.as we speak.yeap.heh.so excited for her.its cool la.after that went to do cip.did security first.i found the bomb la.so cute.hehs.gd job la.ha.den after dinner did fund raising i think we are SUPER zai la.140 plus.and 1/4 of today's earnings.they should really love cj people now.and fumiko is damn nice la.yeap.hehs.

today i had CIP whee.hehs.yeappers.ya la.again.in the morn played ball.as usual.cj peeps are pangseh kias.only me brock drew jas leonard and selina turned up.after that we went to eat.den went to play pool.den went to do cip.all i can say that there were some cock ups.but in the end it turned out all fine.heh.yeap.tml morn got training.yea.i haven really rested since last friday.at this rate.i will die.yeap.i know.hehs.oh well.frenly matches are coming and all.tml morn.7.45 training.ah fuck. (:

denial.like.ignorance.is.sweet.bliss

Monday, November 15, 2004

yest did cip again.hehs.den today all the guys did security.so retarded ask them donate money they tell me they looking for bomb.hah as if.yeap.den yest the people so nice la.donate so much.yeap.lala.after that went to eat dinner with leonard and kaden.yeap.den went home.signed up for extra cip.den got pay one 30 bucks a day.better den nothing la.i guess.yeah.going to play basketball later with the guys and girls.hopefully everyone will go.ya.

Sunday, November 14, 2004

ha.freaking ass tired la.yest morn went to bishan mrt at 8.30am to do cip.yeap the basketball team was there.kaden leonard andrew aidan.me ner debb kj jas and joyceh.yeah.quite okae la.superrr tiring though.never seen so much newspapers in my whole life.after that we went to do fundraising in town its super shitty la.ya.with sucky logistics.me debb ner joyceh and kt were in one group.ner is damn good at collecting money haha.we collected loads of money.haha.super fun.oh well but at least when u do 2 shifts can go and sit free rides hah.yeap.at least more people from the team turned up.but some as usual din.so irritating.den after that went around town with debb for supper and dessert.only went home at 2am.bleah. (:

Friday, November 12, 2004

hmmm today's training was...okae not bad.its a start.thought i was going to die.im not surprised if i lose my sanity or my voice.den i dun like to scold people la.but i really cannnnnnnnooot help it.so sorrry anione out there who's offended.we also got our training jerseys today.wheee.in red.hehs.so pretty.and i got the number i always wanted.but maybe.its just becos of some issues i cant let go.and hoping that by getting that number.i will feel better.but somehow i just think that its a wrong move.so happy all the girls are taking part in the nike competition.the guys are just hum la.really.bleah.waste my breathe and time only.after that went for lunch with kj eryan joyceh jasmine and selina.yeap.had chicken rice.again.after that me jasmine and kj went to walk ard.den we went to the lib to borrow books on basketball.had some issues about my lib card.but is actually wei jiaxiang.din return the lib books he borrowed using my card la.ya.after that i went home.den went to have jap dinner at esplanade.before watching mama mia.its damn good.yeap. (: tml got cip.i am darrrrrrrrrnnn freeeaking shit ass tired la.and all the sun in giving me a migraine.gotta be up early tml.its a whole day of cip.yawns.

no one ever tells me anithing.like how daddy had to leave on sunday instead of monday.and how im actually leaving on the 30th.rather than the 1st.but cos its 1st dec at 1 am.so since i haven slept its still 30th.technically.well scared jasmine just now.HAH.cos she thought i couldnt turn up for the friendly match against kranji.hah.i think the match will be gd.at least i will be darn tired.and fall asleep during the flight.im gonna bring eeyore. (:

Thursday, November 11, 2004

today.was.sleepy day.when i woke up went to meet gladys.david and ting.i miss her loads.haven seen her in ages.nothing much has changed.maybe just a deeper accent thats all.hehs.oh well nothing much today la.tml's training BETTER go well.

even when we are apart.just look up.we are both under the same starry sky

Artist: Nicole Kidman & Ewan McGregor
Album: Moulin Rouge
Title: Come What May


Never knew I could feel like this
Like I’ve never seen the sky before
Want to furnish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you, until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn’t seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there’s no mountain too high, no river too wide
Sing out this song and I’ll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may go by
But I love you ( I love you), until the end (until the end) of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh come what may
Come what may
I will love you (I will love you)

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

okae.shouldnt have gone off topic.after training i went to queensway with leonard and kaden.to buy my shoes.den we saw chingyu dog and yucheng there.yeap.well.i bought this pair of adidas shoes and this OMFG gorgeous jacket.haha so happy.den leonard bought the same pair of shoes as me.and he still owes me 85 bucks in total.haha.really.den kaden bought this jordan shirt.super nice la.after that i went home.that after that went out with mum to get tickets for mama mia.i watching this friday.heard its really good.we got good seats too (: yeap.after that went for dinner den went home.my class got class dinner this sat.i cant go.cos of CIP. ): they going marina bay la.so unfair.boo.

i woke up at 7.30 today.supposed to be in sch at 7.30.haha im screwed.oh wells.had training.yeap.den haix.i dunno wad to say.its really quite disheartening to see your team disintegrate right in front of you.summore im really looking forward to going back to the team before the friendly match.but then looking at everyone.no one is ready to play.yes i know maybe im expecting too much.but its becos i hate to lose.i fear losing.yes maybe jasmine said win or lose doesnt matter.but why lose when u have what it takes.its just that there the potential is not shown or used.no effort is put in.wad i say here is that.im not pointing fingers at anyone.some i know they really put in alot.they know it too.the sacrifices they make.but some.asking them to come down for extra training.they look like they wanna die.if you make it compulsary.some sae you are creating something out of nothing.but if they all look at themselves carefully.they would have realised.they need that extra work.and that when coach is explaining they are busy talking away.and when everyone is having a debrief they are having their own conversations.den really what is the point.den when u have to show coach what you have got.in fact you have got nothing.coach said.'i thought zone defence was easy.obviously i have planned the training wrongly and that you all have to keep on training your basics' its darn shitty to hear such things from your own coach.like she's giving up on you.but i admit.jasmine admits.its true.so is this what you want to show your opponents? is this how much you all are worth.some might think.no big deal we sure lose.yes you play to gain experience.but if you dont even give it your best shot.you wont gain any.i know maybe some will say i dont have to right to sae such things cos i'm not training.well.but i still turn up.to try and help you all.i really want the team to win.so why am i not training now.so that i can recover and play my best for cj.for myself.for the team.im not quitting.cos i wont bear to leave anyone.im starting to train bit by bit so that.it wont be so bad on my back once i start training at full pace.but really what i see today.just made me wonder isit worth it? i can just quit the team.and then i wont have to face any disappointment.deep inside you all know that you have not been giving your best.some really try hard i can see.but some are just so out of focus.if you dont focus you will only drag the team down.injure yourself.injure others.just ask selina.really.you all should ask selina what she was like when she started.sheer hard work and effort.you see her today.absolutely great.for basketball nothing can substitute sheer hard work and determination.i know joining the college team is not what you think basketball should be like.but since you are in the team now.give it your best shot.im injured and i can run faster den you all.den you all might sae ya cos i din run 4 rounds or wadeva.but really truth be it my back hurts.but i hope that when i join you all to train that it will maybe actually just spur you all to work harder.it doesnt matter wad you are doing for training.its how much effort you give.watching you all train.i dont even sense the urgency to move.basketball is about moving.and really.training will end when it will end.not when you keep on looking at your watch.if this continues.its just pointless.the most important thing is to focus.and listen.and not miss training.cos the more you miss the more you wont catch up.the more you will feel despondent and the more coach will scold.the more unwilling you are.and such attitude affects everyone.can u imagine everyone has to do everything all over again.repeat it.cos you arent listening.cos you arent paying attention.you just think its fun.do you know how tiring it is for the other people who have to do it all over again with you.just because.you cant perform a simple task.really that is all what i wan to say.i wont sae it during debrief cos people wont listen.others will say you are a lousy example.and others just exclaim you are throwing your weight around.but actually all i hope that everyone will think about how they have been performing on the team.and whether they think that they have put in 101% effort.or was it just something you had to do but you had to cos you dont have a choice.that you have to always come back and train.but the fact is that.we all need it.

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

today.went to see my shoes.they din have size again.REALLY la.im pissed.maybe not fated to have new shoes.i dont care.yeap.today had self train with debb ner and joyceh at spe/nie/ccab.yeah the guys were training too la.yeap.tiredd.long time since i played ball or did a layup.yeap.oh wells.den after that went to have dinner with eric.joyceh and leonard.den after that went to town with leonard and joyceh.joyceh was acting like she din see christmas lights before.hehs.oh wells.den after that we stoned at coffee club xpress.yeappers den went home.tml got training at 7.30 again.DANG.i cant be late.I CANT BE LATE.I WONT BE LATE.but i will be sleepy.

it just amazes me.how insensitive some guys can be.it really just amazes me.oh wells

dear friends out there.who are bored.when in the car alone.do not attempt to play with the knob thingy u can use to light up cigerettes.do not also use your finger to touch it.thinking its not hot.you will end up with burnt fingers.just like me.haha.think im quite retarded.but its damn pain.lucky no blister.

i just love my blogskin.its too gorgeous la.hehx.i keep starting at it.i think i should stop it.hah.tml mummy's gonna get me new basketball shoes.yeap.i hope they still have it on display.well not everyone needs basketball shoes.well hope they have it in my size.-prays-.that pair is really pretty.white.3 stripes.i love adidas (:

Monday, November 08, 2004

haha saw this layout and just had to have it changed cos its gorgeous.hehs

after so long.i finally am able to delete most of his smses without feeling a sense of loss.i finally feel that i dont like him anymore.oh well.i hope its for the better.

today i was late for training.hah.yeap.supposed to be in school at 7.30.i got a morning call at 7.42.hah.yeap.im damn bored during training la.sian 1/2.haix.after that went for lunch with debb and ner at far east den we went to TCC at cine to try and spot people again.hah.i always see hweengee and michelle la.oh well nothing bad about that either.heh.den saw drew's fren.after that me and debb went to walk walk.den went home.im tired.tml afternoon must train them.sian.sleepy me.haha.im bored.finally both debb and ner's blogs are in order.have been like a mad woman.switching spontaneously between 3 accounts the past few days.and now its finally more of less settled.thank goodness.well hope the both of you like them (:

i wont forget all the ones that i love

my daddy's gone to KL on a business trip.din even know he was supposed to go today.thought it was tml ): i will miss him.hehx.went with mummy to arab street and geylang serai.ate like loads of yummy yummy food (: today's kinda boring cos i slept in.until late. (: bring it on again is a great movie.and i cant seem to download bring it on.dang.anione has the vcd? lend me pleasseeee.tag my board (:
debb & ner; i will fix your blogs asap.blogger's kinda screwed these few days.sorrae

Sunday, November 07, 2004

well a tribute to ner.in honour of her burfdae.as joyceh spells it.your spelling sucks.haha.oh well.here you go ner.

first impressions are always deep
but perceptions change
you are not who i thought you were
and now that i know you better
you are definitely much more
crazy.insane.intensified
sweet.caring.selfless
you have brought me much
joy.life.zest
laughter.enthusiasm.hope
you are always happy for me
even though you werent happy
your expressions flow freely
and caused me much worry
but in the end
you would always be fine
you are a strong girl
and i know that to
you stand up for what you believe in and never back down
you strive for the best not stopping to rest
no matter what problems you will face
i will always be there
debb & joyceh too
you have shown me much
and brought to me priceless memories for life
no matter what happens
i will always remember the fun we had
the mayhem we caused
but there is one thing that will never change
and that is our love for each other
the four of us
angie.debbie.joycie.nerissie
and most importantly you
so on your special day
all i wanna say is happy birthday
enjoy it.guilt-free.worry-free
you only get to be 17 once (:

on friday woke up den went swimming super nice sun.after that went to far east with my mum and aunt.wanted to look at my nike dunks.but then too early.hah yeap.so din.since ive been wearing the camo one more often im beginning to like them more.so yeap maybe wun get a new pair so soon (: maybe should get a swatch watch instead.yeappers.den after that met andrew and we went shopping again.haha super fun to shop with wee.den he got me my eeyore.finally.its super ke ai can.thanks drewwee!!! haha.yeap.den i got him this pair of earrings.cos i think his tiny red one sucks.haha sorry andrew.it really does.the pair i got him is damn nice.the bling bling kind.den its so shiny la.so pretty.and it goes super well with the sch uniform.haha.yeap.den after that met debb.ner and wei jiaxiang la.super crappy cans.after that we went for dinner at marina bay.me ner debb yangming joyceh kt and kristin went.yummae yum yum.atmosphere was weird.sorry ner.will totally make it up to you.promise!yeap den i think debb and yangming the happiest and looked like they could continue eating forever cans.haha.after that went to j8 to stone with joyceh.i love joyceh.haha.

this morning woke up early.i woke up early.i woke up early on a saturday morning.surprise.haha.cos wee quite poor thing.cos he is anti social.and dunno ani other cca leaders.sorry wee something cropped up.hah.yeap.at least u got joyceh.haha.after we gave out the fliers went to joyceh's house to stone then after that went to town to meet ner ner.den the 3 of us went to LJS for lunch.yeap.me and ner wanted to watch movie.but then cine is darned packed la.den we bumped into wee's class la.haha envious.they are darn united.i haven heard from my class since like forever.yeap.after that we went to j8 to watch princess diaries II.now im sick of j8.haha.i should be.next sat still need to go bishan la.next sat is like one whole day of cip.feel like dying.oh wells should be fun.the movie was super good (: very nice.heh.and the guy in the show is quite cute too.after that.i went home.love ner and wee's company.super fun.wee is retarded though.la.aniwae thanks for eeyore (: and i think the earrings rock too especially the clear one.the pink.really looks kinda gay.hah.oh well for u to wear with your pink shirt. (:

Friday, November 05, 2004

with the big fake smiles and stupid lies.but deep inside im bleeding.

Thursday, November 04, 2004

ronald boy said that...peninsular plaza wun have much he said. 'trust me' oh well.since hes the shoes expert.

the dunks at queensway suck.so ugly.saw a decent pair but.din manage to have a good look at it.well going to peninsula to have a further look tml.den prob drag my mum to far east after that.starting to think about the silver and red one.oh wells.or maybe im not fated to have another pair.dang.

Your Beauty lies in Nature. Down to earth, laid back and a natural beauty. You have no need for make-up or accessories that most others do. In fact you most likely find them a nuisance. You are probably a little tom-boyish in your jeans and tees with a great love for nature. You probably know more about plants and animals than most people and you'd rather spend your times outdoors and in the sun, independent and free. You can be a bit distant with people, preferring the company of animals over people, which isn't always the best thing. You can be kind and sweet, but not many see that side of you as you often have misunderstandings with people. You are very go-with-the-flow sort of person and usually try to avoid fights even if it means changing your opinion or belief. Still, you are you look your best actually without make-up and in casual clothes. Very few can say that. Be proud.

Some Things That Represent You:
Element:Earth, Wind
Animal:Horse
Color:Green, Purple, Earth Tones
Song:The Memory Of Trees by Enya
Expression: Cool Smile
Gemstone: Emerald
Mythological Creature: Fairy, Elf
Sign: Saggritarius
Planet: Earth
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Bright Green
Quote:"Horses love me. Cowboys fear me."

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angie wrote on 1:42 PM.

since everyone no money den everyone dun go lor.sheesh

angie wrote on 11:59 AM.

to be hurt.to feel lost.to be left out in the dark.to be kicked when youre down.to feel like youve been pushed around.to be on the edge of breaking down.but no ones there to save you.no you dont know what its like.welcome to my life.you might think im happy but im not gonna be okay.

angie wrote on 11:49 AM.

lala wanted to blog yest.but blogger was down.haix sian.
yeap...yesterday i went to seletar country club in the morning.super fun (: after that went to town supposed to meet gladys but she was late.thats a first.haha.usually im the one late.den lucky me andrew was also at far east.and i prevented him from going home.hah.den we went shopping.super fun.but he din bring money.so still no eeyore ): haha.yeaps.den gladys came.den we went shopping for my nike dunks.but couldnt get any.boohoo.going to queensway later.hopefully can find nice ones.-crosses fingers-.den we had dinner.and den shopped ard for david's xmas present den after that went home.so busy this morning.i have thousand and 1 things to do.so much stuff to settle and all.haha later going shopping den also have to go and buy andrew his earring i promised to buy for him.and he better get me my eeyore.lala.yeappers.oh well going to do my 1000 and 1 things now.busy busy busy (:

angie wrote on 11:43 AM.

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

there's this feeling inside of me...i feel...like i would never be happy again

angie wrote on 10:05 PM.

Monday, November 01, 2004

dang now i feel damn bad shdnt go on holiday the same week auntie is going...den jasmine have to handle all of them by herself...shit...haix supposed to help the j1s improve in this period of time before the frenly match...shit...damn...haix...sorry everyone...i failed in my duties again as usual...quite irresponsible... ):

angie wrote on 10:07 PM.

this morning after i woke up went to town to look for joyceh and debb...they were doing project work...so matthew walter and elaina were also there yeap...den fooled around with them after that i went to joyceh's house to slack...damn fun and den we kept on tooking lots of photos now i got alot of poloroid photos la hahaha almost all sorry joyceh (: and have tons of photos nowadays...uploading them but its taking ages...will be going to beijing on the 1st of dec and will only back on the 10th...will miss everyone...and i will miss the guy's frenly match against at andrew's sec sch...den i cant bring kaden's banner omg...whenever the boss is playing the chairman of the fanclub always missing in action omg...haix...yeappers this fri we celebrating ner's bdae for her hope that it will turn out to be the best one she ever had...all of us love you ner!!! (:

angie wrote on 9:47 PM.

yest morn went to school to play bball and shoot some hoops felt slightly better (: dreww,ner,debb and leonard were there too (: laughed it out had fun...they are HIGHLY entertaining...sandy and hweengee too (: yeappers den we went to far east for lunch and walked ard...leonard went home...so did dreww...he took my ezlink card...he forgot to bring out his wallet...silly boy haha...den summore so suay the conductor check haha...L-oser with the capital L...ton at coffee club express, wisma atrium with ner and debb den debbs had to leave...*sobs* sat there with ner ner for very long had a heart to heart talk with her damn fun...den after that we walked ard and went cine for dinner...den ran into her sec sch frens...nice people (: but only talked to fabian haha...he's nice...yeappers ran into so many cj people...shamus, aidan, weiyu...and many others that i cant name...haha after that i went home...
today is just sian la...haha...woke up and stoned at home...how boring can it get...ask some people to call up people to play ball instead never sae anithing at all...how irritating can he get...den at 4 plus asked joyceh to come out...as usual late...haha...den den we went to pastamania for dinner and caught up with each other...we will talk non stop...no its not like i haven seen her in ages...i just at dinner with her on tuesday la...haha...watch SHARK TALE...its damn ke ai (: after that went to j8 mos to ton...went home after that...at the rate im going to town...im gonna be broke...and i still wanna get my nike dunks summoreee haix...STAY AT HOME !!!

angie wrote on 1:18 AM.