Tuesday, May 30, 2006

its 3.40am?
i need to be in bed because im going back to school tml to study with;
santhya advanced s-paper.
hehs.

if i was an airhead without the capacity to think, then maybe i would be able to sleep early.

life is so fragile.
and its so hard to find a little love for yourself,
even if you have so much to give everyone else.


if i could only see your face now,
just once more.
maybe, hopefully,
if i wished hard enough,
in our dreams we will meet.

Monday, May 29, 2006

sometimes liking someone isnt about possession.
you will be happy for them knowing that they are happy,
regardless of who they are with.

just seeing that person.
or being with that person.
is enough.

(:

Saturday, May 27, 2006

ive just gotten home now.
(:
yes the 1st time i ever like stayed outside overnight just until 6am so i dont have to pay the midnight surcharge.

today was a LOOONNNGG day at school.
kokila accompanied me to town after everything ended.
and i met shanna.
yays.
haven met her in such a long while.
studied at cartel while she ate, while waiting for michael abeely and mingxue.

then came the wait from 7.30 to 11.50pm, before xmen3 started.
we went to play pool and chill out at spinelli.
actually xmen3 is overhyped.
the plot is okay-ish only but the cgi effects are damn good.
(:
heard that theres some part after the movie credit but we din stay to watch cos some people dont read the newspaper and dont know that theres like an extra clip at the end.
then we went for supper at youth park.
and walked from heeren to plaza singapura to wait until like 6am before going home.

damn now waiting for my hair to dry.
i think.
when i wake up later, the time will be just right to go and play basketball.
well there goes my weekend.
shit i shd try to wake up earlier tml and do some work.
im so screwed.
this cannot become a habit.
but it was fun.

x:

Friday, May 26, 2006

ladeedums.
im like. farking happy and high.
(:

yayness.
long day at school man.
LOOOOONNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG day.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

school is progressively funner with each passing day.
everyday i get to know more new people.
makes me very happy.
(:

and i think we are weird and retarded.
but i know santhya is the WEIRDEST.

anyways i have started on a new hobby.
im making accessories to sell. i will be using mainly genuine swarovski crystals and pearls. anyway please do buy from me.
thank you.
(:

just came home from basketball ladeedums.
cant wait to watch xmen3 on friday, regardless of whoever im watching with that is.
oh well.
(:
gonna go shower revise my work and continue making my earrings.
(:

Monday, May 22, 2006

i sprained my foot on saturday while playing basketball.
but you know what.
i still went clubbing, god knows why.
i really hate myself.

anyways only went to see the chinese sinseh today.
oh well i hope it gets better soon.
school's becoming better.
(:

oh well gonna go start on my new ESL407 assignment.

Sunday, May 21, 2006

at some point of time in life, people tend to lose sight of whats important to them.
nowadays i dont even know who is important and what is important anymore and its not because im lost. its because i fucking hate to be taken for granted. when something happens, it makes me sit down and rethink my priorities of who is actually important to me and who is worthy of my care and concern.
sometimes i wish i wasnt so nice.
sometimes i wish i did not think of the what ifs and how other people felt.
sometimes i wish that people would think before action instead of apologising after.
sometimes i wish that people would stick to their promises.

anyways i went to indochine today for some party i have forgotten the name of the party already. anyways. i wish i din go for the party and that i went for dinner with the guys instead. the music was good though. and the MOST FUN PART was that the party was cut short and stopped abruptly at like 2.39am because there was a fucking police raid. it was damn funny. and you see all these underage kids panicking and all. and some of the older AND legal crowd were sitting on the sofas and laughing and shouting ' you all are all fucking gonna go to jail ' and you see the panic on those underage kiddies faces showing signs of added stress. i mean if you are underage dont club la and if you desperately still insist on doing so and actually successfully get past the bouncers with a fake id or someone elses id then congratulations and start praying that there will be no police raid. haha. actually theres nothing much to clubbing. you either like it or not. if the company is right, the music is right, no alcohol also fun. (: you can have the best alcohol, the best music and if the company sucked within 5 mins you will wish you were home sleeping on your bed and that you feel so stupid for even taking the effort to dress up and going to the club. thats how i feel.

tsk such a fucking disappointment.
and a DUMB waste of money.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

this is very depressing.
asking me to choose between clubbing and basketball is like asking a kid to choose between candy and icecream.
SHIT.

plus there are also other deciding factors.
this is SHIT.
oh wells.

we will take a step at the time then.
(:

last school day of the week.
had english quiz today.
it was okay i guess.

my mid term is in a month.
time passes when your having fun.
now i know why uni students love to hang out in school.
cos going home is just so mundane.
now i also understand why uni students have jobs.

i probably should go and get one too.

Friday, May 19, 2006

today after school i went met mummy in town to get my contacts.
yay.
means you all can jio me out to club now.
and we went cosmetic shopping with isetan vouchers.
(:

plus she bought me a custom made charm bracelet.
i love my mummy.
and my daddy.
although how annoying they may seem at times.
but im very thankful to have them.
while kids my age have to climb through their house windows, along the pipes, i was given the trust and freedom to go clubbing at 16.
how wonderful.
and of course usually im given what i asked.
and. much more of course.

but i still dont like my brother that much.
haha.
kidding.
(:

Thursday, May 18, 2006

ahaha the freaking new macbook is out.
i am so happy.
the black one is damn chio.
quick quick i want my lappy.

like now.
(:

since now i have so much me time i shall blog.
yesterday was SUCH a freaking exasperating day la.
well SOME people would know why.
hahaha.
well lets just say for those of you in cjc or from T25 or my good friends, well in SIM theres also someone similar to SC, not as bad yet, but bad enough.
i swear. i felt like strangling him. that just that i wouldnt want to touch him.

anyways on another note.
i swear kokila is SO FUNNY LA.
shes hilarious esp when it comes to MUS116.

well just 2 weeks into school, i have already found a group of bitching buddies.
i swear everyone bonds just by bitching.
and its really fun.
(:

schools going well.
i had the 1st quiz ever. and i swear i have never taken a quiz whereby the teacher does revision before the quiz and hints on the quiz from day 1 of the course until the day of the quiz until the break right before the quiz. well if you dont do well you would be an idiot.
its impossible, plus since when in recent years that i have taken a quiz whereby 1/3 of it is circling true or false.

OH WELL.
im really enjoying uni life though its kinda mundane.
i miss having a cca.
i miss the cjc basketball team.
i miss the KL trip.
i miss trainings.
i miss the outings.
i miss everyone.

(:

Monday, May 15, 2006

i havent done MUCH constructive work over the weekend, save meeting up with leonard and then gladys.
and i was actually undecided about going clubbing.
i must be mad.

i have new homework to be handed in on thursday. and i have an absolute headache trying to formulate the thesis statement for my freaking introduction.
SIGH.
this is gonna be damn sad.
i can foresee another assignment thats gonna take up a lot of time.

but you know what.
im happy.
because i made new friends today.
yay.
which means more clubbing partners.
hell yeah.
but that has gotta wait until the end of sem.
or at least not so soon.
hehs.
(:

school was really fun today.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

ive done most of my work for the weekend EXCEPT the chopin assignment still.
i just did a piece of hw for ESL407 where i had to write 2 paragraphs on 'Who I am and why I'm here'. Well on the first look, it may seem all i had to do was say, i am angela. i am here becos my results stink and my parents by some way could afford for me to come to this course. but then again if you really think about it carefully? its philosophical. to define yourself and your existence. well i thought long and hard. and its probably the most honest shit i have ever written about myself, which made me realised that everything's kinda superficial.OH WELL. i dont feel like posting it here. cos it means im baring my soul to whoever reads my blog. and i dunno who does. and i do not fancy experiencing any form of blackmail.

Friday, May 12, 2006

the kicks to die for.
i will die to own this pair of shoes.

having surfed a lot of blogs and friendster profiles recently, i come across a lot of such shit. such as :

hhiiiees. nii hao. happiie burfdae to euu wors. =) hehes. may urr year be a blissful one. kekes. (:

i think its so wonderful it deserves a paragraph on its own.
and well this isnt the worst.
i know in the alphabet there are fewer vowels than there are as compared to the consonants but that doesnt giif anyoonee a reason to add a feeew of theiir oown to everii sentencee theey try to construuct worx. im sure i can read what i have just typed. hell typing it takes more effort than compared to what im typing now.

well than there are those with aLtErNaTe LeTtErS. yeah well i have been a victim of comformity once. LONG ago. like maybe sec 1 and 2? and then i just grew up. but i know of people who are like 20 plus bordering the 30s, who still tYpE LiKe tHiS.

and of course you have those that combine the two. wHiiCh cUms uPp tO sUmTInK LikE tiIs whIicH iIs fArkIng hELL oF aN efFoRt tO tYpE neH. aNd iM aLsO surEe hELL oF aN efFoRt iiS reQuiReD tO reAD iT.

that just like took me 3 minutes to type.
god bless the effort.

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

only had one lecture today.
music.
it aint too bad.
kinda interesting and im still stuck at my chopin assignment.
pleast wake up angie.

went to KAP to chill with edmund lorraine and chris after MUS116.
den i went home to nap.
i keep taking naps nowadays.
i just woke up from one.
den met edmund in town.
well was supposed to watch take the lead.
but guess what.
it was sold out.
how sad was that.
sad me went on to do happy stationary shopping.
(:

i love stationary.
my ESL407 is at 1.30pm tml.
yay.
doh need to wake up early.

i finally decided to get started on my assignment on Frederic Chopin.
but you know what.
i think i havent been studying in a long while, therefore the assignment is taking ages to complete.
i suspect im retarded.

i should seriously stop watching bleach.
oh wells might be going to watch movie tml.
i hope so.
(:

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

met shanna for dinner on friday night.
we went to breeks.
good stuff.
and nana treated me to dinner.yay.
(:

i went for lydia's chalet on saturday it was fun. but i dont really like chalets because i cannot get to sleep. on sunday we went to escape theme park and the lesson i learnt was that not to play any rides after you just ate. no i did not puke but my stomach was just screwed up. after i went home from the chalet i went to play basketball yay. and saw huiwen. (:

today was the 1st day of school.
its rather enjoyable actually and we went to megabites for lunch and there was this influx of ngee ann poly people which made the whole damn place super stuffy and hot.
its not like they dont have their own canteen. okay i shall not be mean. but im just annoyed. oh wells only have 1 lecture tml. gonna go read up on some stuff that was taught today.

(:
back to school people.
finally.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

im quite psyched about school.
becos im sick of slacking off.
and im still considering what student clubs to join.
oh well.
im gonna wait until 1 month or 1 sem is over before deciding.
well no harm.
(:

well its gonna be a surprise to my friends out there im actually considering something else besides.you know.
BASKETBALL.
come on cheer man people, i know you all want to.
and im gonna consider the sea sports club.
sounds fun right?
i want my tan back.

i have a english proficiency test.
on the 1st day of school.
to split us up into our different lecture groups.
and i realised that wednesday is my most xiong day.
because theres a possibility that i will have all of the 3 modules' lectures.
i hope i can still play basketball on wednesday.
(:

and im gonna have quizzes and tests in week 2.
welcome to uni life.
and cos its an ongoing uni programme.
my longest holiday is like a month.
SIAN.

oh well.
ladeedums i cant wait to get back to school.
(:

Thursday, May 04, 2006

i just came back sentosa.
yay with a tan nonetheless.
met some new people today.
and saw a few cjc people.

but you know what most of them are younger den me.
hahaha.
yeah.
oh wells.
i want to know more people.

and becos no one could come up with a name for our OG.
hahaha i promptly named us 69.
hahahaha
sixty-9 LOR.
wth you thinking.
(:

angie is very innocent.

my friends all tell me their 1st impression of me is that im guai lan, xia lan, dao and what not.
but hey im a friendly person lor.
i know if lydia is reading this now she will be yeah right.
but i cant help it, i was born with this face.

and im being such a kid now cos i dont want to go for orientation tml.
i dont like being thrown into a new environment without any people i know.
its insecure.
sigh.

do you think i can bring my mother tml.
haha KIDDING.
but somehow i just cant get to sleep.
im really not looking forward to it.
but hey i bet i will come home and blog.
wahhh i had so much fun today.
i hope so.

i wish i would stop being so kiddy.

Monday, May 01, 2006

having spoken to 2 friends recently about having the ability to hide my emotions or rather the habit of not showing how i feel is actually a blessing in disguise.
well yeah there might be times when people never take you seriously and feed you with all sort of crap just because they think you wont mind, but in the long run its definitely a blessing.
sure, i know hiding means i cant emote well.
i know for a fact i cant even handle myself.
but knowing one aquaintance who has zero ability to hide her feelings for members of the opposite sex really amazes me.
the whole world knows how she feels about a particular someone and well if you think it really isnt that bad, the reality of it is able to actually smack any clueless git in the face.

well you can like someone.
but you dont have to be THAT obvious.
and well it isnt the first time.