Friday, April 23, 2004
well can sae that i finally feel well enough...after being sick for 2 whole weeks
HAH...see how much training i missed...damn i love training...wad the fuck lor...i am not even there for the LAST training i'm going to have with everyone...haix...fuck la...haven been to sch in 3 days...missing everyone...finally saw all of them today =) well almost all la...ya...tml is the last game...last chance i get to be with them to play...mabbe i mite play mabbe i mite not...who knows...but tml's the last game...doesn't matter to me animore hope we just play our best...our best ever...make it the best memory for everyone...coz i finally feel up to it...actually i feel better den last week haha...where i was coughing my guts out...yeap...
angie wrote on 6:54 PM.
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
was reading thru my blog den i realised my latest entry...contradicts all my previous ones...oh wad the hell...guess..i over believed in something...for once really beliving it would happen but...everytime...by wadeva coincidence or...suayness...we are always this close...but never there...so near yet so far...sigh
angie wrote on 1:59 AM.
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
realised i shd just blog...yeah...we lost the game...this is so depressing and i realised that so many times now...a day...i feel like that bear on the top left hand corner of this blog...so sad...so alone...just that i dun have a comfort blankie to hug or sumthing yeah...cried after the game...i dunno why...but den i realised it's such a big deal to me...and that..i'm not talking to him animore...i dunno why also...quite screwed and very sick now...oh well...hope that at least other people out there are happy and not moping...or sad...or tearing or crying like me...
angie wrote on 10:54 PM.
Saturday, April 17, 2004
Once in a lifetime u will find the special someone in ur life...
But once in a lifetime u will be hurt by the special in ur life...
But remember that u only have one chance to live and love the special someone...
So remember... no matter how the special him/her hurt u..they will always be the special someone in ur life...
Treasure the special him/her in ur life or u will live to regret that u never love him/her b4...
angie wrote on 8:43 PM.
Thursday, April 15, 2004
human nature causes people to be selfish...what they cannot get or achieve they do not wan others to have...well sometimes quite disappointed...where's the fighting spirit..if u yrself have none...how an u expect other people to have it...for u...wake up....never treat defeat as a fren...and resigning to yr fate...all this i learnt thruout the course of the matches and the malacca trip...by laughing along with defeat...u will always be a loser...but then again...all you can do is offer yr heart..encouragement...hope...belief...trust...faith...to those who have believed in u...supported u and cheered u on...regardless what...but not laugh...discourage them....or try to dissuade them into achieving wad they can do...or wad they wan to do....u dun have to do anithing...but provide hope...and trust...in those who have done so for u...
angie wrote on 10:09 PM.
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
hmm yeah the guys lost against...nyjc..quite sad...yeah...i hope the next two games they can do it...hmm the girls will win their next game...hmm i saw him play...but hardly...haix...hope he's okae...
angie wrote on 9:27 PM.
Sunday, April 11, 2004
well our game against ajc we lost...but we gave them a tough fight..the 2nd quarter was a killer...coz of all our miss passes..damn...but i din feel sad when i lost...coz i knew...i did my best...and i din let anione down...we shdn't cry even after we have lost...we will learn and den fight back..against yjc and tjc and WIN...revenge is sweet...welll there were factors to our loss but...it's no use stating out everything and making it seem like...we are blaming others...yeap... but it's okae coz the next one we are going to win...my ankle's screwed vidya's knee is screwed...poor usha...now...our centres are down...damn...but i'm sure we will recover by then and win...
angie wrote on 10:05 AM.
Friday, April 09, 2004
hmm well am happy to announce we beat jjc haha...yeah by 2 pts but it's a victory none the less yeap...i think everyone did well we were so inspired to win haha...yeah...nowadays i dun feel so nervous already...esp for tml's match...coz i have the faith to win and i know we can do it...yeah kudos to everyone...who performed...well was quite honoured when coached put me down coz i was one of the 7 that she only used... =) well must do better dun let her and the team down...
angie wrote on 10:24 AM.
Sunday, April 04, 2004
Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
angie wrote on 11:30 PM.
angie wrote on 6:14 PM.
Friday, April 02, 2004
realised i haven updated in many many days..phew...yes life's totally cocked up with bball i swear...trainings aplenty..pushing u to the max..i swear...ENDURE!! to ENJOY!! yes i have been enjoying training alot...since that faithful day after coach spoke to me...it was as if...something in me was unleased to push me to yet another level of playing for the cj team...mabbe more commitment and endurance...the strong mind i dunno..i realised my pace has quickened...and i attack...furiously mercilessly...defence...tight when possible...even i dun believe that i have done that and more...it's feeels weird...i dun believe i'm the one playing it...it's as if i'm possessed once training starts...i dun even know wad i'm doing...yet my body moves...with such...familiarity...as if i have done it many times before...i dunno...why suddenly...like now...den i start attacking furiously...all i can think of is scoring...mabbe it was becoz of wad coach sae like...not being able to help the team score during matches..yet...i'm quite scared coz when it comes to matches everything changes...i dunno...awww damn...but i'm quite pleased with my training nowadays though...i hope everyone...or anione who shd like...face up to reality...and be strong...so we can win...not affect the team...now i decided to play to win...if not...it wouldn't mean much...not neccessary a win...like winning a match...but feeling like we have won...we mite have lost a match but we achieved even more...
on well on to my new class t25...i swear the girls are wonderful...love shanna lydia and joyce...they totally rock haha...i swear we are damn bitchy yet being with them makes me happy coz they always make me laugh...i swear u guys are great haha =)
angie wrote on 11:03 PM.