Wednesday, December 31, 2003
this is my way to live
What about yours?
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Tuesday, December 30, 2003
hmm well...today's tues rite? haha on sunday went to play bball asked janice...den she called alvinia...den edwin called me sae he coming down to play also...but u know wad...he din turn up lor...but when i went there i saw chok haha...surprise lor...den after that played bball lor...played until 9.30...hardcore lor...i went abt...6...6.30? chok was there since like wad...4 plus...haha...some people...den monday...called benji to go play bball...yeap...since he was ard orchard area...den he came my house la...some people itchy hand lor...den my brother also went to play...chok's fren also came down...den played until 8 yest...den went to eat dinner with benji...yeap...that was the time i started feeling sick la...den came home...din really sleep well...den this morn went to sch...coz we were required to la...din really do anithing la...den i left halfway coz i felt sick...and there was nothing i could do aniwae...den went to meet benji reuben and chok...they were playing pool...at lucky plaza...jasmine came along too...after that chok went home...den reuben left soon after...so me jasmine and benji went to makan...i din eat la...den after that jasmine left so i went to kino with benji...yeap...den we walked ard...by that time may i remind u...i was dead sick la...and my hand was like super cold...benji sae i dun have fever...den after awhile...my parents came and picked me up den my dad brought me to see the doctor...guess wad...my temperature was like...38.5 degrees...mad lor i thought my brains were getting fried or sumthing...den came home...i ate cup noodles and i thought sick people weren't supposed to have cup noodles...oh well...at least i'm having some appetite...den ate this like MIRACLE pill that broke my fever in abt 1/2 an hr? so now i'm actually well enough to be sitting here and typing...tml the guys are playing against SMU...hope they will win...
Sunday, December 28, 2003
oh well changed the background again...now it's falling sakura petals...
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Album: Daredevil Soundtrack
Title: My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though your still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
Artist: Nick Carter
Album: Now or Never
Title: Help Me
I wish I could define
All the thoughts that cross my mind
They seem too big for me to choose
I don't know which ones to use
When I've fallin' down so far
I think I'll never see your light
Bouncing off of me
Shining down here from your eyes
Help me
Figure out the difference
Between right and wrong
Weak and strong
Day and night
Where I belong and
Help me
Make the right decisions
Know which way to turn
Lessons to learn
And just what my purpose is here
It's like I got the signals crossed
With messages I can't decode
Half asleep, never wide awake ya know
Complete overload
I got so much information here
And nothing I can really grasp
I should know the truth
But I'm too afraid so I have to ask
Help me
Figure out the difference
Between right and wrong
Weak and strong
Day and night
Where I belong and
Help me
Make the right decisions
Know which way to turn
Lessons to learn
And just what my purpose is here
Wanna know you
More than anything
I need you
In my every dream, you're there for me
You love me
For who I am
No Angel
Just an ordinary man
Help me figure out why I'm stuck in the middle
Trying to understand why I can't
Why's this such a riddle
Got my eyes crossed
I'm thinking so hard and I know I'm missing the mark
Can you help me sort out
All this information
I'm just rackin' my brain
Paying attention
But I'm still lost
And at all costs
I gotta know (gotta know, oh)
Help me
Figure out the difference
Between right and wrong
Weak and strong
Day and night
Where I belong and
Help me
Make the right decisions
Know which way to turn
Lessons to learn
And just what my purpose is here
Help me figure out why I'm stuck in the middle
Trying to understand why I can't
Why's this such a riddle
Got my eyes crossed
I'm thinking so hard and I know I'm missing the mark
Can you help me sort out
All this information
I'm just rackin' my brain
Paying attention
But I'm still lost
And at all costs
I gotta know
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
well this morn woke up den went to sch la coz it's last training la...ya den did some physical training lor den played mixed team match with the guys...after that we had our pot luck...yeap ever seen a VERY HUNGRY bunch of people go after food? yeap that was us...after that we launched into a full fledged water bomb fight...but me being clever...did not get hit la...the even smarter people...or more serious people...immediately fled...for example...chok benji and chupei...yeap...dunno la...but it was FUN...okae la...after that went to selina's house with reuben and yantong...den we played mahjong...and daidee...and blackjack...small gamble la...10, 20 dollars...no la...cents...haha yeap den come home lor...
well yesterday was girl's training..i did some basic stuff la...den liddat lor training ended...den went out with benji and chok...yeap we went queensway...coz chok wanted num 5 den benji went to make new jersey lor...haha after that we went to orchard to play pool before meeting in school...den we went to republic poly where the guys were playing match...they jian zi bei trash la...but they managed to pull together but...too late la...but it was gd effort...after that we stayed behind to play for a while...yeaps...den went to orchard to makan with chok benji and chupei...ya lor den went homeee...was sick yest...i din even sleep with aircon...yet woke up feeling cold...
Monday, December 22, 2003
today was probably one of the best sundays of my life...sat nite went to stay over with yanhong...den woke up early and went home for tuition after that edwin guanchee michael yantong and selina came over for lunch...benji and philene supposed to come one lor...den philene came but she din eat lunch...benji played bball with us...janice also...too bad benji cannot eat my mummy cook de food...but it's super nice lor...michael edwin and guanchee ate ALOT lor...haha...like really ALOT..yeap den after that slacked ard in my room...played playstation den we went to play bball...today was seriously shiok la...super happy playing today...den after that went to eat dinner with selina philene and benji...super crappy la...crapped alot again...going to sleep soon coz tml morn got training...sian la...zZzzz...after that going out...den the guys got frenly match...woohoo so shiok i hope they win...got high hopes for them lor who ask them so pro... =)
Sunday, December 21, 2003
TYPE B --- 70% FLIRT
You are partially flirtatious by nature.
You enjoy being pampered & pursued by
others so occasionally you would harbour
the thoughts of 'stepping on 2 boats'.
BUT...as you are sensitive to your
partner, you do try to restrain yourself.
Friday, December 19, 2003
today went for training quite happy leh...coach lemme play attack ya lor...so shiok so long never play bball with everyone le...i hope tml's frenly can win lor =)
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
had trashing session for bball yest...aiyah...i din really see the point of it...basically i felt wad had to be resolved wasnt...yeap yea it was better...i'm not condemning yest's session just felt that it could have been better...yeap...to me...there is basically nothing wrong with the team but the some individuals dat dun get along with the other individuals...to me the bball team as a whole is as great at it can get =)
You are BIRTHDAY BEAR! You (obviously) love birthday parties!!! But all in all you just like to party, anytime, anywhere, with anyone. YOU ROCK!!!
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Monday, December 15, 2003
today was...boring had tuition...You are Wintergreen.
You are cool and collected. You are very comfortable with yourself and what you do. Even if you have a lot of responsiblities, you always manage to be in control. You are sometimes laid-back and you are always the voice of reason. However, others may see you as lazy or detached sometimes, unable to act responsibly.
Most Compatible With: Lime
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*eeep*
You are too lazy and carefree to know what is going on... toys are so much fun, aren't they?
What fuzzy creature are you?
Saturday, December 13, 2003
--Your Favorite-- | |
Hair Color:: | anithing that looks gd on him |
Eye Color:: | big soulful ones |
(Their)Music Genre Preference:: | hopefully sumthing i like |
Height(estimate):: | more than 178 |
Age:: | ard my age |
Personality Type:: | attitude and style |
--This or That-- | |
Older or Younger:: | doesn't really matter |
Romantic or Horndog:: | wadeva the occasion calls for |
Smart or Stupid:: | smart...like duh... |
Fat or Skinny:: | nice v-shaped body |
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: | lean and muscular but not too muscular |
Punk or Preppy:: | sporty |
The Big Picture or the Little Things:: | doesn't really matter |
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: | it's the thought that counts |
Mixtape or Burned CD:: | ... |
Love or Lust:: | love leads to lust |
Emotional or Just Not:: | attitude |
Sincere or Jokester:: | abit of both |
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: | hot and sweet |
Sexy or Just "cute":: | sexily cute |
Arse or Abs:: | cute arse nice abs |
Hair or Hands:: | nice hair nice hands |
Dimples or Eyes:: | dimples and nice eyes |
Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: | nice calves |
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :: | nice teeth high nose bridge |
Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: | clean shaven |
Rugged or Prim and Proper:: | rugged |
Countryboy or Cityboy: | cityboy |
Date alone or With Friends: | both also can |
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause:: | rebel without a cause |
--Have You Ever-- | |
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:: | no |
Loved a guy because he stalked you:: | no |
Loved a guy because he hated you:: | no |
Asked your friend's crush out:: | for wad |
Lead a guy on for kicks:: | that's a diff story |
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:: | yeah...why not |
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:: | i dun have a bf |
Lied about not having a boyfriend:: | no...if u have it flaunt it |
Lied about having one:: | wad bf? |
Cheated:: | no |
Been Cheated on:: | no |
Had a crush on a gay guy:: | cute guys are either attached or gay |
--Their Clothing(yes/no)-- | |
Boxers?:: | yes |
Briefs?:: | no |
Hat?:: | i |
Skater Shoes?:: | dun |
Pimp Shoes?:: | care |
Band Shirts?:: | wad |
Vintage shirts?:: | my |
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:: | guy |
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:: | wears |
Independent/DC?:: | so |
Skavenger/UGP?:: | as |
Fox/Thor?:: | long |
Jeans or Shorts?:: | he looks good in them |
--Be Honest-- | |
Would you ever date a guy for his money?:: | yeah...gd looking is a plus point |
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:: | if it gets u places |
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?:: | if they are cool...why not? |
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?: | no...i dun patronise |
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?:: | i dun screw guys |
Do looks matter?:: | hell yeah |
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:: | why fear sumthing u can't |
Does size matter?:: | size...where? |
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?:: | call me shallow |
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:: | my frens are not ugly |
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):: | ashamed of? |
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:: | no... |
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?:: | haha masturbation? |
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:: | freedom of speech...guys shd learn to be sensitive |
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?:: | i dun have one... |
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?: | well...u never know |
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?: | haha...yeap |
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?:: | yeah |
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:: | eww... |
Does this survey suck nuts?: | nah it's fine |
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Thursday, December 11, 2003
bleah i feel like i'm drifting apart frm everyone liaox...frm the team...frm the class...aniwae i already like dun belong to the class so yeah...dun even know whether i shd turn up for class bbq lor...haix...that means i have to go buy leyhong's justin's and shaun's present lor...BROKE liaox la...haix...but it's okae...last present le...yeah...mabbe i shd go to poly after 1st 3 mths...hmm aniwae...haix...michael ah...i feel very sad lor...i hope he can settle everything asap...and it doesn't matter whereeva he goes...or wadeva he does he will still be my fren...and i hope the team feels that way too...if u truely treat sumone as yr fren u will always wish that person all the best...no matter wad happens...though circumstances change...but if...frenships can remain...thru thick and thin...that is the one worth treasuring... =) well today finally went down for training la...hehx...yeap...well...ya...stoned ard...lala...wad else can i do...but my back very pain now la...just now went to take water...ouch...hmmm yeap...after that went out with selina...super fun...we really talked alot...felt that we grew closer =) yeaps...selina's a very gd fren...though she very ben ben one...hehe...yeap...well i miss phileenne....well gonna call her later...yeap tml go watch christmas play...it betta be gd man...=X haha...oh weeell...
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
oh well ya...i'm gonna get retained...thank god he din like throw me out la...okae...now that is unimportant already...i can continue enjoying wad is left of my holidays...that is if my parents stop bugging me...already -_-
You will drink too much gin. Not the worst way to die, but you won't remember too much of your life. Hey, at least you made some people laugh!
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