Sunday, October 31, 2004
blog in the midst of updating...changing blogskin...not complete but too tired to continue now...haha im lazy...yeappers...continue tml den (: i like it loads...hope u all love it too (:
Friday, October 29, 2004
well 2nd post is that...things happened today that i din expect to...yeap and...i was sad..ya i wun deny it la...but things arent as they used to be...its prob on my part on not wanting to let go of the old him...yeap but as i was walking stuff appeared in my mind...and all i wan to sae is that i thank god for giving me the chance to even actually know him and to have had a really wonderful time and great friendship with him...and that i wouldnt trade the times we had for anithing in the world (:
Sunday, October 24, 2004
someone should get all the guys to read this
When girls are quiet, Millions of
things are running in their mind.
When girls are not arguing, They are
thinking deeply.
When girls look 'staringly' at you, They
are wondering how long you will be
around.
When girls answer "i'm fine" after a
few seconds, They are not at all fine.
When girls stare at you, They are
wondering why are you lying.
When girls lay on your chest, They are
wishing for you to be theirs forever.
When girls call you everyday, They are
seeking for your attention.
When girls want to see you everyday,
They want to be loved and pampered by
you.
When girls sms u everyday, They
miss
you and want you to reply at least once.
When girls say I love you, They mean
it.
When girls say that they can't live
without you, They have made up their
mind
that
you are their future.
Finally..
When girls say "i miss you", No one
in this world can miss you more than
them...
Saturday, October 23, 2004
oh well decided to blog about my bdae celebration yest...hmm well yest was basically just slack off skipped my phys lect to stone...haha den went to orchard to meet ben and gladys...they both got me presents...so sweet =) den after that met selina and classmates at LJS damn funny the whole day just kept telling our love fortunes...so darn funny...den after that met kaden leonard andrew ner deb jasmine selina yantong joyceh at far east at 6pm den went to swensen's to celebrate my bdae...time passes when you are having fun den we went to youthpark to cut my cake...hmm yeap den after that i went home with kaden and leonard...it was really very fun...and all the great presents i received from those who went and those who didnt and those who bought my present and forgot to bring it...and the huge card everyone signed...totally sweet =)yes joyce gave me this green turtle so darn cute...i called greenypoo...haha...i dunno cos it just sounds so darn cute...oh well it was a really great bdae with great presents though i really wished that some people could go...haha oh wells (: thanks to all who made my bdae so enjoyablee (:
Thursday, October 21, 2004
i love the handsome guy and the bling bling blue diamond ring (: my ultimate dream/fantasy come true...love him to bits (:
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
stupid biatch i told u right from the start MC...keep on thinking about the PMC...why so absorbed in it...tell you right from the start still have to listen to your shit and in the end tell me why i never sae earlier...go to hell la...and fuck off...dun like me sae so la...so xu wei for wad...knn...piss me off only...
Monday, October 18, 2004
well decided to blog while uploading the pics yeap...today was totally fun...celebrated chingyu's bdae at marche...yucheng ron shanna joyce lydia me alvin nigel suhandi hancong siongchew jermaine timothy and kenneth was there...super fun...ron and yucheng bought chingyu a shot of vodka...chingyu immediately seh...gone liao...haha...damn funny...after that we went to youth park to help him celebrate with cake...took lotsa photos (: was super glad...cos it was damn funn (: aniwae i hope that chingyu will enjoy this bdaeee (: went home early with shannaaa yeap...i guess the rest are prob still there (:
Saturday, October 16, 2004
oh well after reading everyone's after exams updated blog...realised i had to blog too...on wed met debs for like shopping session damn fun...i realised we have exactly the same tastes when it comes to clothes shoes acessories etc.and we swear by the colours pink black white and brown.purple too.green at times.omg.totally love shopping with debs...realised that we both had no plans for thurs so we wanted to kbox...but too last minute to ask anione out...so...we decided to go to sentosa...on thurs...went to sentosa...wonderful weather...on the way to sunset bay these whole bunch of female jap students boarded the bus...my goodness...decked in long sleeve shirts and long skirts...looking at them...just made me feel the heat of the glorious sunny weather outside...wonder how they manage to not melt until the singapore climate...we went there and set up our towels and everything and started tanning...and intervals on just relaxing in the sea and tanning...we decided that it was lunch time...we went to delifrance...nice... (: and then we decided to act like some suaku tourists and take lotsa photos...was too lazy in the end though...we each got a temp tattoo for the fun of it...i got a celtic cross and debs got a playboy bunny...utterly cute...after that was back to the beach for more tanning and playing in the sea...we were totally gossiping about everyone we could think of...singing songs loudly...and picking on everyone else...haha...we bathed in the open...toilets were full when we had to go...den debs met ym and went for dinner...i met joyceh in town for some unintended 3 course dinner...quite funny come to tink of it...and she totally went mad over my digi cam...managed to take many great pics today..this digi cam rocks totally...managed to make singapore look unsingapore and we looked like we were at some holiday resort rather than sentosa singapore...which is damn cool (: me and debs are now officially burnt...i hope i dont peel...haha...i can feel all the heat...damn shagged...gonna turn in now anddd...haha sleep tml away probably (: its been fun...i love hanging out with debs and joyceh (:
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them.
Loves
to takes things at
the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but
doesn't
pretend. Gets angry often.. Treats friends
importantly. Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.
Opinionated. Does not care of
what others think.. Emotional. Decisive. Strong
clairvoyance. Loves to
travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily
jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and
fair.
Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses
confidence. Loves children.
totally yay...i know this is kinda backdated but haven really had the time to sit down and everything yeah...well glad its all over...went to watch white chicks with jiayong jermaine weijing and zhencong on monday after the chem paper...its a damn funnae showww (: totally enjoyed it...after that watched the guys play warcraft lan for 4 hours...fell asleep in the shop couldnt take it...talk about boring...den had dinner with suhandi alvin zhencong and weijing at pastamania...saw siyu and edith...but din really have to the chance to sae hi...yeap...oh wells...today met brenda...then we went shopping..but din really buy anithing though...then we went to watch wimbledon...its really plotless...and more for the tennis fans...people who dont like tennis wun enjoy it all...met gladys at marche for dinner...totally got everything off my chest by talking to her...im so glad that she's always there...dunno wad i would do without her (: yeap...theennn i love my daddddyy (: he totally sprung a surprise on me todays...he like presented me with a digicam...my gosh...5.1 megapixels...supa cool lars...HP...the technology is damn good...love my daddy loads...he always buys stuff and hides them and suddenly springs a surprise on me...yeaps...like the time when i came home and saw a playstation set in front of the tv...goodness...and we din even ask him to buy it la...this is a gd year afterall...hope that my bdae will be a gd onee (:
Sunday, October 10, 2004
boo !!! wad i really really want now for my bdae is a really good digi cam...why? cos im trigger happy (: i really am going mad arent i? (:
Saturday, October 09, 2004
you know wad...im just going on and on and on...and i dont even know wad im talking about (:
scene: bitch comes across my blog and confronts me
bitch:'i know you dont like me.'
me:'ya so wad bitch.'
this is just an example...it happens once i start spacing out...help...im mental... (:
Friday, October 08, 2004
i miss all my frens la...who are now like so busy with preparing for As not fair kaes...haix...angrryy...i feel neglected...oh well time to catch up with myself...being utterly bored here...really...damn bored...time for R & R...realised watching movies and reading books make me feel happy...so i shall do that more often (:
-start of rambling-
other then that...life sucks...especially the bitch...she's like...doesnt even deserve any respect...basic respect i have for anyone...like...zero...many negative infinity...the stupid cow...yes i know this blog has access to many people who know the bitch...but i dun really give a fuck...if the bitch knows that im talking about her...even better...never will be respected in the past present and future...thinks shes damnnnn great...so great...then why is every batch in this state...ah...see...the crux of the problem cannot be with each batch cos its a different batch every year...but its the same bitch every year...last time...now and forever...the principal should do something about it...well in everyway wanting to not get sued for slander or anything or have any action taken against me...i have decided to remain vague...but not as vague as to no one not knowing what im talking about...hah...im a genius...totally !!! (: well that felt abit better...well i could go on forever...should i? yes i decided to...blogger shall not die on me when i decide to publish this post...or i will just scream...right...so the bitch...needs a whole new attitude...i dont need an attitude adjustment...u dun even have your own attitude...try to do some soul searching about why you being such a pain in the ass...you should try to be a pain in your own ASS !!! yes and so...you should open your eyes around and see things...judgemental really...'don't judge me tomorrow by the way im acting today 'and dumb too...nope...not bimbo dumb...cos you dun have to looks or the intelligence by the way...but then again...im sorry...its not really your fault u are stupid...you see you were born that way...im sure your parents dun blame you either...or rather they cant...cos you are so dumb...you dun understand what its means to be STUPID...i can see where this is going to end up in...im on a full scale rambling bitching angry frustration venting episode...and no one can stop me...yeah u can go tell on me...i dun really give a fuck...many people should know who i am talking about in this entry...doesnt really concerned me...if DUMB party concerned finds out...all the better...she will know how WELL LOVED she is...im SURE...now i totally feel at ease...and im back to just plain missing my frens...ah the simplicity of life (:
-end of rambling-
please note:
1.the above has just been a subconcious rambling
2.the above should be taken really seriously...cos i mean what i sae (: anyway they are all facts...you have been warned !!!
3.the kindness i shower upon all and take to task to share all my WONDERFUL experiences filled with accusations, shallowness, moodswings, fucking bitchyness and last but not least STUPIDITY (:
4.last but not least party concerned and mentioned should just f.o.a.d - fuck off and die
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
you're not going to take someone's
stupid remark and let it ruin your day, are you?
Yes, mistakes are made and people say dumb
things, but it's even dumber to hold onto what's
been said any longer than necessary. A sense of
humor helps, especially when hurt feelings are
involved. The intention was not to hurt, so do
your best to laugh it off and keep going.
Album: Unknown
Title: Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you’re bleeding
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Wherever Sendoh-sama is, you're there! *grin*
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
how i wish i was like philene...not afraid to speak her mind...regardless of offending anione or not...i wish i really had the courage to...and then maybe i wont feel so horrible inside :(
Monday, October 04, 2004
When they get to meet their maker, because of the grief they have experienced, He decides to grant them one wish each beforethey enter Heaven.
They're all lined up, and God asks the first one what their wish is. "I want to be gorgeous."
So God snaps His fingers, and it is done.
The second one in line hears this and says, "I want to be gorgeous too."
Another snap of His fingers and the wish is granted.
This goes on for a while with each one asking to be gorgeous but when God is halfway down the line, the last guy in the line starts laughing.
When there are only ten people left, this guy is rolling on the floor, laughing his head off.
Finally, God reaches this last guy and asks him what his wish will be.
The guy eventually calms down and says: "Make 'em all ugly again."
So, the next time you are last in line.. smile! :D