Wednesday, June 29, 2005

bahh finally the sciences are over.
but its very bad.
bad.
bad.
ya.
THAT bad.
bad.

anyways after the paper went out with justina.
ended up watchit a lot like love
very nice.
very very sweet.
(:
there was like NO ONE in town.
not even cj people.
and the cheapest movie ticket is a cool 7 bucks.
puii.
it used to be 5.50.
damn ex.
justina keeps saying im mad.
i keep thinking im mad.
i really am mad.
we walked around after the movie then i went home for some sleep.
met gladys abit later in town for dinner.
had jap food.
was okay.
but shant go there again.
walked around abit then we went home.

i just spent the whole of today sleeping.
cos i havent been sleeping.
have not done much maths.
haha.
i hope i dont die tml.
i might though.
gonna study a bit later.
righto.
yay tml's the last paper.
im DAMN happy.
hope to regain my sanity.
might catch initial d tml.
after the paper.
NE and Current Affairs is dumb shit.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Artist: Bon Jovi
Album: Cross Road
Title: I'll Be There For You


I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love in suicide

You say you cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now i'm praying to god you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
How they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But i can't buy back yesterday

And baby you know my hands are dirty
But i wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drink, i'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

And i wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish i'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

Monday, June 27, 2005

nows exams.
i hate exams.
puii they make me suicidal.
im going crazy.
and my mood oscillates at a very high frequency.(physics.bahh)
i dont even know whether what i just said is correct or not.

ahh.
somebody slap me.

Saturday, June 18, 2005

siew and i went for shangrila buffet today.hehe.but i woke up sick.so i did not enjoy it fully.now i have a fever.sheesh.went to play ball just now.last week i cut my hair.but no photo. (:

final price.95.55.hoho.now we are both broke.

shagrila hotel swimming pool.

yumyum.what i ate.hehe.

siew indulges in a moment of narcissm.

the view from our table.

dessert.the only reason why it might not look good was becos we were too excited and forgot to take photos.but their dessert is to die for.

indian food.very strong flavours too.we were sitting next to the kitchen.

oriental food and dimsum.

italian food and grill section.the grill was damn good.and the pasta flavours very strong but very good.

chocolate fountain.yummy.yum.it was gd.

the noodle section.too full by then.we din try.but it looked good.everyone was having noodles.

starters.prawns.crabs.mussels.yumyum.

where siew and i had our buffet today.

actually right.we had seafood platter for 2.but too hungry when the food come we just whack forgot to take photo.excuse to go back there and eat again.hehe.and the rice is damn nice.

we found fish and co. underneath the table placemats.yay.

philene and our sharkie freeze.can u tell its darn big.puii.

the nice table placemat things for our food.

fish and co. on the glass behind where i was sitted.

sharkie freeze face.haha.

while waiting for food.very bored sia.

fish and co. sign on the glasshouse.

the famed L.O.V.E sign outside glasshouse.

glasshouse in black and white.

fish and co. globe at glasshouse.me and philene went there for her farewell dinner.yums.

Friday, June 10, 2005

i just had the yuckiest nap ever.
i dreamt of him.
i kept crying thruout the whole nap.
in my dreams.
and in real time.

Artist: Kelly Clarkson
Album: Breakaway
Title: Behing These Hazel Eyes


Oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh, oh oh

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Thursday, June 09, 2005

i know i know.
haven updated.
haha.
hehs.on sunday.
after tuition.
went to westmall to look for mua.
she was working there..
met siew and siews friend jing jing.
hmm.
after that had KFC.
then we went to suntec to shop.
omg.
i keep shopping la.
puii.
im so broke.but retail therapy makes me very happy.
we had sushi dinner.
yum yum.
hung out until quite late la.

monday.
had tuition as usual.
but in the morning
i met tng at toa payoh to study study.
puii.
hes always late.
but hes very nice cos he help me do my tuition work.
haha.
although can be annoying at times.
but i was so tired.
i guess i was a very boring person to study with.
oh wells.
den after tuition went home to stone.
den met nianying to go watch the SAF choir concert thingy.
omg.
got this guy quite handsome.
but they are quite good la.
it was certainly enjoyable.
after that me daba and her 2 other frens.called joyce and.im really sorry i dunno the other girls name.
sorry !!!
yeah.
den we went to kbox.
omg we were how high la.
like very.
hehe.
sang until wad 5.30am
den i went home.
fell asleep and i had tuition the following morning like at what.
10.30am
puii.
u know how tiring not.
but it was very very fun.

today just as boring.
tuition.
puii.

tml got tuition in the morning.
hope she cannot come.
yay.
and im getting new hp tml.
yay.
FINALLY.
i can NOT use the stupid lousy piece of shit im using now.
haha.
im delirious.
(:

Sunday, June 05, 2005

deep down everyone is different.
so.
whos true or whos not.
tell me.
who appreciates and who does not.
tell me.
who remembers and who does not.
tell me.
who loves and who hates.
tell me.
whos right and whos wrong.
tell me.
whos to give and whos to take.
tell me.

i appreciate.i really do.
i remember.i really do.
i love.i really do.
i give.i really do.
im not to judge whether im right or wrong.
you judge me.
but do you judge fairly?
do you appreciate?
do you remember?
do you love?
do you give?

tell me.
why is it all so complicated.

Saturday, June 04, 2005

i screwed up today
why i dunno.
how i dunno.
was just bad.
i hate to lose.
ihateihateihate.
maybe its my fault.
im blinded.
i feel very troubled.
and i dunno who to turn to.
puii.

i screwed up.
now.
he probably thinks that im fucked up.
i am what.

my new baketball shoes.hehe.but then rite.it looks better in real life.its not like bright red.this picture looks like fuck.but thats the shoe. (:
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i swear im suffering from shock.
overwhelming
classified
information.
still has not fully registered in my mind yet.
but it slowly sinks in.
then
i feel very unsettled.
puii.

wah damn long never blog.
u know why.
cos everyday got tuition nothing interesting.
puii.

on thurs got more action la.
i went to meet tng.
at 1 plus at toa payoh.
stupid cow was late la.
haha.
den went tanglin cc to study.
had to go off for awhile.
den went back studied summore.
seriously realised that hes damn smart.
hes gd at his work la.
puii.
he even did my tuition hw for me.
den we went to play ball when michael came.
omg hard core can.
like 5, 5plus.to 10pm.
damn tired.
den go home.
mucked around.
slept at 3 plus.

today had chem tuition la.
den extended till 3 hrs.
puii.
i hate marathons.
den went for lunch at SMU.
with my brother and mum.
den went to meet daba.
omg.
missed her can.
den whenever we go out.
we just talk non stop.
always.
like omg nonstop that kind.
talk until my cheeks tired.
haha.
now still talking to daba.
decided i should update aniwaes.

SATURDAY.
today is saturday.

oh ya i bought new basketball shoes.
and.
a new pair of reversible adidas basketball shorts.
all approved by daba.
cos i think her taste quite gd.
hehe.
(:
thanks for the great time !!!

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.