Monday, October 15, 2007

boo.

went for mingxue's bbq yesterday.
i think mine will be more disastrous not like his was, but im gonna have so much MORE people.

just came home from basketball and hotpot.
im damn full.
cant sleep now.
even though very tired.

but the weekend was good cos midterms are over already.
and we can continue clocking our mileage.
(:

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

very busy with school recently,
haven't been doing much.
feel kinda moody again,
like i need to get away.
can't wait for the holidays man.


从前从前,有个人爱你很久,
但偏偏,风渐渐,把距离吹得好远.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

went to east coast park today.
and i injured my back.
thats crap.
my back and my blades hurt like a bitch.
fark.

oh well.
gotta wake up early off to bed now.

Monday, September 24, 2007

im bored.
oh well.
did part of my SOC101 essay alr.
stupid McDonaldization.
whatever.

its supposed to be JUST fastfood.
not a phenomenon.

oh wells.
hopefully tml's study session will be successful.
gonna go sleep now.
wake up tml morn to swimmy.
(:

At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed.

You don't really give in. You follow your beliefs and ideals to the bitter end. You are the personification of stubbornness and whatever may transpire, right or wrong, you refuse to compromise or make concessions.

Everyone, sooner or later gets that feeling that one has been cut off from reality, cut off from everything that's going on around them. It usually happens when there is a complete lack of understanding and co-operation - be it from friends, family or loved ones. So what can one do about it? Instead of pondering as to what the future may hold, do something different. Make a cup of coffee. Have a shower. Read a book. Watch your favorite soap opera. Because as soon as you become involved in something different, the original disassociated feelings will dissipate.

You are on tenterhooks and appear to be extremely nervous and upset. You are bored and you feel that life has far more to offer than this present day mundane existence. The way that you feel indicates that you have the need for a responsive and understanding relationship. You are prepared to follow up any opportunity which may present itself. However you are very choosy and you refuse to be swept off your feet unless integrity can proved to be 100% genuine. Therefore you are holding back, keeping your emotions in check because before you let down your guard you have to be sure. You are too trusting and you have no desire to be hurt again. You are responsive to conditions around you - but forever under control.

There is an inherent fear that you may be prevented from achieving the things you want. This activates your subconscious desire for peace of mind and mental security. It is increasingly obvious to you that the environment that you are in is not conducive to your well-being and so you are seeking fresh fields - somewhere free of conflict where you can RELAX and THINK.

colorgenics.
quite okay accurate.
oh well randomness.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

decided to blog.
its been almost a month.
been hanging out with a new group of friends in school, which is kinda cool.
well personally im not a very friendly person.
i dont take the first step when warming up to someone, because personally i feel that im alright on my own.

anyways i bought a pair of blades today!
its like so long since i bladed.
i want to be good enough that i can learn tricks and like blade to wherever, like to basketball or to school.
that would be cool.
(:

the blades cost alot.
when i was blading it was like standing on 300 bucks on regret.
but it was shiok.

ladeedums.
i guess i should post more regularly.
(:

will try.

Friday, August 10, 2007

This one’s called “10 weird habits”

Rules of the game : **Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. **People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. **At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. I like to - drive, hang out and chill at night (but so happens it's always at fushan gardens or prata house).

2. I am allowed - to do anything (pretty much), my parents give me a lot of freedom amongst other things.

3. My favourite part of my body is - my eyes.

4. If i could fix one part of my human body - i would fix everything.

5. I hate - people who speak without using their brains, like verbal vomit.

6. If I could date a female celebrity, I would date - anyone hot actually. if you are hot, you are hot.

7. If i could date a male celebrity, it’s - any cute asian ones, its so hard to choose. (: (i shall refrain from sounding like a stupid fan girl, although i know siew knows who)

8. I’m attracted to - guys, naturally. guys who play basketball.

9. I hate it - when people can't behave in a socially acceptable manner.

10. I prefer to sleep - with the one i love? i sleep all the time anyway.

Ugh.
Tagged–
1. Siew
2. Yien
3. Lydia
4. Edmund
5. Ner
6. Clare

Thursday, August 02, 2007

ladeedums.

last night a glimmer of a thought flashed through my mind.
i felt something i have not felt in a long while, lost.
everything just seemed right, so long ago.
crystal clear.
maybe there would have been a different ending.
if only i had been more brash, more selfish, less kind.
but i couldn't bring myself to be that way, or could i?
maybe i should have.
then again whats meant to be yours will eventually be yours, even if it means a trip round the world and back.
then maybe then again everything would be right again.

but the trip round the world could mean so much more.
new opportunities, new identity, new life.
just like how its time for the snake to shed its skin, its time to assume a different me.
no matter how different.
i will always be i, and me always me.

maybe new hope, new beginning, new start, and most importantly, a new love.


note: well it always isnt very pleasant to drift off to sleep feeling melancholic. sucks.
but nothing sleep cant cure, its a brand new day, today.
(: